Sue's Paradise

Sabah Trip - Day 2

2011-08-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

Here comes day 2~~~

After fooling around in UMS, we woke up early the next day, departing to see the most spectacular view of Sabah -- Mount Kinabalu... The place is KUNDASANG, where the weather there is cool and nice~~

On the way, we pass through many mountain roads, and I'm proud to say that none of us vomit when going there!! YEAH!!

1st Station:

Before reaching kundasang, we stopped at Nabalu Market.... a nice place to shop for souvenir and fruits, but you may find the stalls selling cheaper when you go to the next stall. a better suggestion is that all of your friends survey the whole place, and buy at the same stall to ask for cheaper pricing~~~ ^^
There is a huge pineapple at Nabalu market and some called it Pineapple town...

2nd Station:
Next, we reach our homestay place at Kundasang -- Zoraini Homestay
Room rate: RM 100 for 6 pax room + 1 tilam for 1 night... affordable price
Speciality: Mount Kinabalu view behind the homestay~

a nice view from the homestay:

3rd Station: Sabah Tea Garden
Admission Fees: Nil
after put down our luggage,we went to Sabah Tea Garden. actually there is nothing special if you reached there late..... the guided trip is before 12pm, so we jz bought some tea and specialities there...

4th Station: Fish Spa
Admission Fees: RM5 per person, RM 3 for each camera.
After visiting Tea garden, there is a so called fish spa available there. so we went there and we had FUN...
although it's kinda hurts when some of the fish bite your feet, but it is still cute when you try to feed the fish~~

5th Station: Poring Hot Spring
Admission Fee: RM3 for hot spring, RM 4 for canopy walk
Next stop is Poring Hot Spring! my 1st hot spring experience~~~
the hot spring is HOT but the area is cool, therefore you will have hot and cold feeling both there~~

Before soaking in the egg-smell water, we went for canopy walk, which juz supported by 2 rainforest tree... and it is just a normal wood board width.... damn scary but we still manage to finish it!! so fun!!

6th Station: Napalus Rafflesia Garden
Admission Fees: RM 20 per pax (expensive rite? but the owner is cute)
after all these, we are so lucky that there are rafflesia flowers available~~~

And so, we ended our trip with FOODS for day 2~~~

Sabah Trip --- Day 1

2011-08-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

The 1st day of my trip... woke up early in da morning... preparing myself... hahaha
worrying that will my luggage overweight, and depart to PG International Airport....

Check in process is easy by using online check in before going to airport, just have to drop baggage and everything is done.... 3 hours flight... what i did?? browsing thru the airline catalogue... hahaha..

took some pictures before landing... (p/s i took before the safety belt light is on, :P followed the rules)

some turbulence happened..... but still reached sabah safely~~~

Due to I have my flight by my own self from Penang, my frens are waiting me @ KKIA terminal 2~~
see how funny they are~~

p/s: they curi the paper from our driver to welcome me.. wahahahha

After reaching KKIA, terus go to hotel wait for check in... Tune hotel has a strict check in time, so better reach there on 2pm onwards... after tidying up some things, our trip starts~~ yuu huu~~ excited!!

1st Station: UMS

Since UMS is just 3-5 minutes from Tune Hotel, we decided to walk from near first as all of us are kinda tired after flight... Our main purpose is to go to the Aquarium and Museum, but we went to other places in UMS as well...

UMS: Entrance fee: FOC
UMS Aquarium and Museum: Entrance fee, RM 3 for student with student card, RM 5 for normal person. Camera Fee: RM 5 (Price stated is as for Malaysian)
Since we speak fluent Malay and it was sem break that time, kakak jz let us use camera as we like.. wahahahaha....

okay, talk about inside of the aquarium. Actually there is not much things to watch as most of the aquarium are empty and the place is quite small. you can finish walk the whole place at around 15 minutes-20 minutes. after that, we walked down the way to seaside and took picture!!! hahaha, nice view though~~

Next we go round the campus of UMS, pink mosque, great seaview from Canselori Hall, and last but not least, we've took some prove that UPM students conquered UMS!! hahahaha....

2nd Station: Town Trip -- Atkinson Clock Tower + Signal Hill Observatory Tower

Our 2nd stop is at town area, which are atkinson clock tower and signal hill... both place are free of charge, and it's more to photo shooting session... The clock tower is built by

3rd Station: UPPERSTAR @ Waterfront KK

After hungry for whole day (din had any meal at all >.<), we ate at UPPERSTAR cafe... a nice cafe and the food is nice and affordable price!! we had our very 1st cocktail there -- Long Island Ice Tea which is very strong!! most of them are DRUNK.. lolx.. we were there kinda early so we didn't met lots of ppl there.. but as we know, that place is really popular for food and people who wants to have some drink after work.

And this has come to the end of our day 1~~~~ not much to fool around, but sweat a lot while moving around in UMS....

Sabah Trip -- Introduction

2011-08-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

WHY Sabah??
I also have no idea... hahaha.. Just following Ms PW Lee and Ms JY Ho's planning....
After rushing booking for air tickets and hotels, there come boring waiting time ---- 1 YEAR...
Since we booked the flight ticket and hotel room earlier, we managed to get a cheaper price.. ngek ngek ngek~~

My Flight:
Air Asia PEN <<-->>KKIA with 15kg luggage, insurance blah blah = RM 269.00
Air Asia KKIA<<-->>SDK with 15kg luggage, insurance blah blah = RM 68.00
Tune Hotel 5 nights stay = RM 103.74

=.=||| spent RM441 one year ahead of my trip... >.<

Few weeks before our trip, we start to find transportation...
at first we thought of driving ourselves... surf through internet and found this:
http://www.bimaztours.com/
They offered me a good price of transportation, and even offered me driver service... It's better to have a driver there so u can spend all your precious energy playing around.. hahahahaha
A big thanks to Ms Hani and En Awang for planning trips for us.. and to me, i feel the price is reasonable...

Fetching us twice from airport to 1 Borneo, to kundasang, to any place we want, for 6 continuous day only costs us RM 1450... cheap right?? (dont disappoint me pls~~~ hahaha)

Another driver at Sandakan is also reasonable, RM 1000 for 3 days at Sandakan, including 2 hours trip to Gua Gomantong and town trip (we've asked another which costs us RM700 for only town trip >.< Dracula man!!)

Sabah is really nice and fun, it is a must go place in Malaysia other than Penang, my hometown~~ hahahaha ^^

Sabah Trip -- Trailer

2011-07-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Almost 2 weeks since my sabah trip~~~~

wanna know more about what is nice at Kota Kinabalu, Kundasang, Sandakan etc??

Stay Tune~~

AM 04:05

2011-05-08T04:08:00.000+08:00

Still awake... doesnt know what to do so i opened up my report thinking of continuing it....

Feels hard to be understand... I mean myself... Cos I dont understand myself as well..

Gotta get some break somewhere....

P/S: work doesnt make me depress... It helps me out of depression.. hahahahaha... sounds like a workaholic?? I'm not... Just trying to escape from something else so i bump into work... ^^ (and there's money after work!! >.<)

I need a talk....

2011-05-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

I think I really need to find a psychiatrist to have a good talk.... I felt that i'm more n more abnormal now... @@ any suggestion??

我怎麽了？？What's wrong with me??

2011-05-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

最近找不到平衡點，大家認爲的小事，我都可以不平衡上很長一段時間。。。
到底我是怎麽了？？

我自己也不懂。。。就讓我這樣，慢慢的尋找自己的平衡吧。。。

有感而發

2011-04-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

事先聲明，沒有針對任何人的意思哦！

正式投入自己專業方面的工作後，忽然覺得自己長大了許多。也許是這樣，讓我對自己，對別人，對事情的看法不一樣了。

第一大發現：
當你比以前有更多的抱怨時，這代表你長大了。因此，應該以一個可以處理事情的角度來面對，千萬不要嚷嚷，讓大家操心。

第二大發現：
長大了，很多事情多忍著點。不是要你忍氣吞聲，不是要你做縮頭烏龜。發火了，能改變甚麼？生氣了，能解決甚麼？問題依然存在。長大了，是解決問題而不是製造問題。忍一忍，笑一笑，事情沒甚麼大不了。

第三大發現：
長大了，不是所有人都吃你那一套。不是要你當牆頭草，只是沒有必要得罪所有人。簡簡單單，點頭之交就好。

可能就是這樣一個人慣了開始成熟了，所以依然是一個人吧。(^_−)−☆
可一個人，也可以很好不是嗎？
Ps:我知道你過得很好，很幸福！恭喜哦(^.^)。我也會繼續幸福下去！*\(^o^)/*

사랑사랑사랑~~~

2011-03-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

저는 사랑하고싶었어...
하지만, 사랑한사람이 없습니다..

괞찬아, 나는 사랑을 믿어요~
파이팅!!

Dream High??

2011-02-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

Dont misunderstand... i'm not talking about the korean drama Dream High....
It's just about my own dream....

Lately I keep thinking about my dream...
Can I achieve it? I hope I can, but there are lots of challenges...

I really hope tat my family can support me, but I dont think so....
Can't find somebody to support me....

Feel so lonely...... lonely.... lonely.............
Everything will just turn into /DREAMS/

A new me in the new year~~~

2011-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... finally I've made myself a different people~~~~~~~

the picture below shows the before and after....

It does make a difference right?? ^^
hopefully a new hairstyle will make my new year a better one~~~ say bye to my long hair and hi to my red hair~~ ^^

Depression

2011-01-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

Depression conquer me....
Moodless and feeling-less...

Korean Food Day

2010-12-19T00:11:00.000+08:00

It's been a very long time since my last post....
I was too tired (not busy, is tired) of my internship....

You may ask : Then why are you updating your blog now??
It's because this is the best experience I ever had --- Talking with a Korean Madame~~

Okay, let me introduce the place...

Sa Rang Chae (Many Love a.k.a 舍廊居)
An Authentic Korean Restaurant open by Madam Lim Soo Yeon...

This is a picture of Madam Lim with 4 of us~

And this is our 1st dish - Tdeokbokki

we ate 2 of this... It's nice!!!

And this is our main course, Korean BBQ pork belly and pork ribs...

Guess who served us?? The boss!! hahaha... kamsahamnida~~
This kimchi soup is FOC~~~

This steam egg is also FOC~~~

I wonder how can we 4 person ate so much of these~~~

But it's really an enjoyable and memorable day....
Hope to meet you guys soon~~~ ^^

GERAM

2010-11-23T22:50:00.002+08:00

beh syok, beh song, geram!!!
(lemon you should rank this as 5 star!!!)

Hoping that back home will be more enjoying, manatau, more ANNOYING!!!
really beh syok!!! in the midst of watching drama, i have to sacrifice my hard disk for you!!!!!!!
keksi wa liao... no subtitle lu ah beh hiao watch!!!! geram!!!!
Gotta sleep earlier start from tomorrow so that wont being asking to give him watch anymore~!!!

Happy Sunday MORNING~~~

2010-11-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

Weird?? It's still the midst of final examination and i posted something about HAPPY!?!?!
hahahaha!!!

For those who knows me well, i think you can figure it out why I'm happy...

*I've packed almost everything up ady~~~*

It's almost time for me to say goodbye to this room which i've stayed for 3 years... Hmm.. although i dont really like to stay here, but saya ni manusia kan... of cos i'll miss you my dear room~~~

3 years of uni life....
with many sampat gang together, and we are getting sampat-er lately... hahahaha....
it's great to meet you guys, free time go patgua at others room(especially this semester with the aid of VICO)

CNY celebrations..
Tanglung nights..
Domino pizza nites..
Exam nites...
Extra classes...
It seems tiring, but actually i do enjoy most of them (not all ya >.<)

and now, after our training, most of you guys wont be staying in hostel anymore...
It's hard for us to continue so sampat d... T.T

Anyway, wish all of you HAPPY FINAL and HAPPY INDUSTRIAL TRAINING!!!

Blog? Dunno what to blog actually.....

2010-11-09T17:22:00.000+08:00

Okay... Now it's in the middle of my Final exam..... and still blogging~~
hahaha.. It's not because blogging is irresistible, but just feel bored....
Blogging is the best way to kill boredom... agree?? YES!!

It's really craps in this blog.... anyway, to my lovely coursemates, Happy being killed by our lecturers!!
and to my friends, happy Final exam!!!

Again and Again...

2010-11-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

This feeling follows me for 3 years.... 3 years continuously...
I never had this kind of feelings before...
and i wonder why I'm having them since the first moment i step in university...

Am I the reason of this problem or others are the reason of this problem?
I don't know...
不要問，不要說，不想答。。。
I believe in myself.... ^^

숙산아~ 파이팅!!

New Background...

2010-10-31T22:13:00.001+08:00

Change new blogskin
change new mood
but still, no study mood...

Extremely cold this few days, making me feel like sleeping non-stop...
but now, really gotta start study ady... Best luck for myself!!

Miserable....

2010-10-24T16:24:00.001+08:00

Miserable feeling attacked me again...
I know it's not my fault mainly,
but it's because of the that cause this problem too....

I don't know how to face them, and how to face myself...
It's a stupid mistake I've made....

Whatever, just try to think positively....
Hope for the best is the only thing I can do now...
(although it's hard to do so)

讓我感性一下下。。。

2010-10-17T17:55:00.002+08:00

丟了。。。
連帶的感情也應該隨著它走了。。。
之前或許還有些些留念。。。
從今而後，不再懷念。。。

了結了。。。
早該發生的事終于發生了。。。
所有的厄運從今消失。。。
明天過後，新的開始。。。

別在緬懷過去，因爲過去已成定局。。。
現在展望未來，未來還有無限期許！！！

加油淑姍。。。
懷著感恩的心，對待世上每一個回憶。。。

worries no more 걱정 안 입니다

2010-10-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

Firstly, let me Praise my lovely God first.. without God's guidance, I wont be able to be so happy now... Amen!!

and now, let me share with you why i'm super duper happy now!!
I've get my internship!!
hahahaha

it was at the moment i wanted to call a company, and when i checked my mail's junk box,
IT"S THERE!!!
I'm so damn excited until i didnt ask about working days, working hour and the most important, my PAY...
but even there's no pay, i'll still work there... It's bcos they accept me!! Got taste!! hahaha

and i am still hyper-ing till now... hohohoho
dunno how to express my happiness... just YA, HAPPY!!!

and to my frens, thanks for ur greetings~ ^^

A horrible morning

2010-10-14T17:14:00.002+08:00

This morning was super duper so damn horrible!!!!

At 1st, i was so steady that i feel i wont be called to present about my group's report.
and when time passes, the feeling of kena lottery came to my mind, and

OLA CALLED MY NAME, asking me,
Lim Sue Shan, why are you always doing timekeeper job??
GOSH, luckily my brain was awake at that time, and i answered, because i have stopwatch with me...
1st round "ding ding ding" Sue WINS

next, he continued to torture me....
and my hand was shaking, no matter holding mic, or holding papers...
SHAKE IT bABY~~ really scary la...
Explain what you've did in spray drying experiment..
Gosh... Squeezed out what i've read yest and blah everything out...
he continued to torture me with some questions that i didnt know what is his main point of his question!! lolx. and i pass that bomb to kx... sorry man... cos this report's result is done by u~~

Luckily, he didnt manage to ruin our san fu report... Thanks God!! hahaha..

I think he dun like timekeepers...
cos yeeying oso kena asked alot of question jz bcos she's timekeeper...
KNS, go sue u ah!!! Timekeeper for sure dunno how to do work meh!!!

but anyway, i dun have to panic anymore next week... hahahaha yay~~~

Worry... 걱정해요..

2010-10-12T13:36:00.003+08:00

Internship is still a mystery to me...
No replies, no references, know nothing....
Just hope for the best now...

God gave me this problem is to hope that i can overcome these obstacles.. I believe...
Just remain believe in God will do..
Praise ye the Lord.. Amen...

2nd test.... DOWN~~

2010-10-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

Yippie... Hurray.... YAHOO~~ FUYOH~~

Exam's finish d~~~ but..... tonnes of assignments to be done... issh!!!
and many ppl still owe me their assignments!!!
hahahaha.... not to scold u guys, jz a reminder... pls send me ur assignments asap oh~ =D
hehehe....

okay.. now time for assignments!! hwaiting~~

Collapse

2010-10-07T10:27:00.002+08:00

Totally collapse...
Physically collapse due to yesterday's incident...
Mentally collapse due to today's examination...
GOD!!!

Totally disappointed....
No eye see anymore....
just like what my sister told me, and what my dad always sing...
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be, Let it be....
Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be~~

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When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

Happy Birthday to Me

2010-10-01T15:10:00.002+08:00

First of all, thanks boys and gals for "conteng" my birthday card....
really appreciate it... ^^
and specially for jiaying: thanks for doing the card for me... love it!!

Few more days to step into my 22nd year of life in this world, and i'm really happy to be with what i have now...
a warm family, a group of nice friends and coursemates, cute colleagues and much more...
to every single person i know in this world, thanks for making me myself... ^^

22nd... life seems to be just starting and yet, how many 22 years more for me??
Still not having any success now, but i hope i wont need to wait another 22 year to succeed....

To GOD, thanks for bringing me to this world, giving me everything i have now and always be with me whenever i'm weak, fear and down... Amen....
To dad and mom, thanks for bringing me to this world and take good care of me for these 20+ years.. I love mom and dad!!

To my siblings, although u guys always bullied me, but without this, we wont be that close and sampat!! ^^

To my friends, thanks for being my friend.... Appreciate!!

To my colleagues, bila nak jumpa ni?? hahahaha....

My aim for this year, celebrate my birthday with the heart of appreciation... ^^

As usual....

2010-09-30T17:23:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging as usual, even though i'll be having my test 2 and a half hours later...

Weird?

I dont feel so.... because this is the time i feel really relax...
need not to face people, need not to face book, need not to read anything,
just clear out wastes from my mind...
(argh.. talking about exams again.... waste management)

really feel that this subject is so broad....
lots to study but lots not studied.....
lots to memorise but lots not memorized...
lots to understand but lots not understood....
lots of lots, and lots of lots....

CRAPING again... ^^

btw, still feel sleepy now... has been awake since 6am this morning... have to tahan till 10++ or maybe 11++ tonight... but after tonight, i'll be feeling more relax..?!?!
hahaha....
nth special, just another craping before having exams.....
blah blah blah....

Week 10....

2010-09-27T09:45:00.002+08:00

I think this is the semester that i updated my blog most often... hahaha
why? because i'm too free!!
Not going home, not going brother's place.....
Just in hostel...
Nothing to do, crap here...
Well, nobody can stop me from what i wanna post here rite?? hahahaha

This is the 10th week of my semester, and i can really feel what people mean by TIME FLIES...
never felt semester's going to end that fast....
at least, not for my previous year....

Having 2 papers this week and 4 papers the following week, but still lengang lengang....
not that i'm genius, just that feel tired keep looking at the notes...
hahahaha... nvm, u wanna say i'm genius it's up to u...
Learning not to care too much about what other people talk... they're just too free to comment on my personality, and i shud treat it in a positive way... (at least i'm worth to be gossip of)...
lol...

Lately there are some special feelings surrounding me, making my mood same as the weather here.... It looks sunny, but rains suddenly.. ^_^.. v_v..

nothing~~ just CRAP~~ hahahaha...

Special Semester....

2010-09-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

This shud be my "best" semester gua....
7 subjects in this semester, with 17 credit hours....
(sounds nice rite? but too many subjects will cause many assignments to be settled..)

and out of these 7 subjects' assignments, my tasks are as below:
4001 - presentation
4821 - presentation
4914 - presentation
4825 - presentation
3113 - presentation

such a "nice~~~~~~" job to be done....
just take it as a challenge to train myself for my "target"... ^^
God bless me...

又一個。。。

2010-09-21T09:14:00.002+08:00

終于收拾心情了。。。
可能是昨晚睡得比較足了，今天還蠻有元氣的說~~~元気!!

比較有讀書和上課的心情了。。。
畢竟，下星期有三科，一科都還沒有讀到的說~~
加油吧~
用FT Island的青春能量激發我的鬥志！！아자 아자 파이팅~~

再一個。。。中文的日記。。。

2010-09-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

第一天，第一堂。。。
又提考試。。。不過是下星期二。。。
可是。。。還沒讀到。。。
假期前，才考完。。。假期時，才拿到成績。。。假期后，又在考。。。

心情，還是很混亂。。。
不懂怎麽形容，不過。。。就是沒讀書的mood啦！
還是得收拾心情，乖乖讀書啊~~不然，夢想就會破滅了。。。

加油。。。我知道我可以。。。我也只能可以。。。
撐下去。。。

好想找一個，沒有人認識的地方，自己一個，自由自在的走在大街，也沒有人理我。。。
應該是需要沉靜一下心情吧。。。

久違的中文心情記錄。。。。

2010-09-19T21:53:00.002+08:00

今天。。。很空白。。。

可是，要給自己掌聲鼓勵鼓勵。。。。
我竟然。。。沒哭！！哈哈哈哈。。。
還以爲在巴士站會哭得稀里嘩啦的。。
殊不知，沒感覺。。。
這，是長大的症狀嗎？
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我在笑
每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样
用同样的表情
傻傻的笑著
日复一日
你今天过得好吗
也交了很多朋友
因为太痛  漫长的一天很快就过去了
有了新的爱人
和你很像的人
虽然很抱歉  看著她
回忆著你
我在笑
每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都在笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样  用同样的表情
傻傻的笑著 和她笑著
也有很多新的兴趣
和她一起
所有和你经历过的事
也和她一起去经历
她爱著我
爱著我
她说喜欢我的笑脸
爱著一个很坏的人
她不知道我的心
我在笑

每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样  用同样的表情
就这样傻傻的笑著
我的心忘不了你
就算为此受到惩罚
我的心里还是放不开你
虽然在笑
却每天都在哭
没有人知道
就这样每天哭著
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Amazing Thailand and Cuti-cuti Middle-North Malaysia...

2010-09-17T20:28:00.008+08:00

This holiday is quite fun~~

Within 12 hours after my arrival at Penang for my holiday,
I had my lovely trip to Hatyai... ^^

Honestly, at first I didn't feel anything special on my trip...
upon arrival, I shopped like sampat gal~~ wahahahaha...
okay okay... let me brief about the trip...

first of all, woke up at 5am, took bus at 630am... the bus go fetch other ppl... round n round...
reached Malaysia custom around 10am... and it goes quite smooth when we pass by Malaysian custom....
Next, Thailand stop.... Erm... it took us around 2 hours just to pass the border... Traffic jam and also waiting for other ppl.... then, we masuk Thailand lo~~

1st stop, makan chicken rice... erm... the rice is nice but the chicken... i feel our hainamese chicken rice more tasty... ^^den, head to our hotel...
not very nice and big, but clean enuf...
And, due to we didnt go for a super long time, we didnt realised that, the plug for charging is just 2-pinned... haiz... gotta ask for adapter...

went to Lee-Garden's shopping mall... and ate something special and tasty...
Waffle.... but taste like mua chee... super yummy

after that, we went to the floating market.... but RAIN... T.T
didnt really enjoy it... but stil happy...next... went to makan at songkhla... University of Songkhla, if u saw it, u will feel so paiseh to show our university to others lar!!!

and this is just their convention center....
The next day, makan @ McD... Sawadeekha~~ ate pork burger.... yum yum~~

other places, din mention cos no picture la~~ hahaha... but is nice to shop there~~

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16th of September, Malaysia Day....

530am, depart from home....
and, halfway, super hungry... Ate Mc D breakfast..
Autocity Mc D... i think i went too early... they gimme Mc Egg Muffin with chicken slice without the chicken slice... OMG... speechless... my sis went to claim back my lost chicken for me... hahahahaha...

den, continue our journey to IPOH.... ate fohsan dimsum, but all of us are too full with Mc D breakfast, but still ate a lot~~

next station, Taiping go buy "huan chu leng" dunno how to say in english.. but it's a kind of bun with kaya inside... tasty man~~ ^^

after that, went to makan crab porridge at Nibong Tebal.... nice food, but too many lalat there...

our trip ended too early.... due to my sis sick jor.. T.T
and now... i feel sick oso.. T.T

But my holiday can consider as -- fruitful and happy!!

something to talk about

2010-09-09T00:48:00.002+08:00

I really feel that i'm more n more bcoming a LIBRA person....
LAZY!! hahahahaha

my laziness is not just about my studies, my assignments or reports, but also
laziness in maintaining relationships....

sometimes i really feel that, i'm so stup that i treat others as my BEST, but i feel they treat me like NOTHING.... really sam sui..... *kiang*....

relationships really like playing the Sims.... if u din let ur sims keep contact with others, they will bcom acquaintance..... juz like what i feel now..... try to think urself, if u r the person that everytime u have to approach others, and they give u no response... the fire in ur heart to maintain that relationship will deplete lar~~ and now, this is what i feel... zzzzzz..........

k lar... time to work on my assignments....
Jiaying... we sama sama DIE lur~~~ T.T
Sheryl, kar yau ah!!
(others, dun blame me for not mentioning u guys here, cos u guys nvr come to my blog.. ISHH)

With love,
Sues~~

black days

2010-08-30T21:20:00.004+08:00

boys and gals, if u feel that u drop money, u hurt ur finger those things are consider as bad luck, pls refer to my experience and u'll feel, WOW, i'm soooo lucky....

My black days starts from last thurs.... Everything was perfect....
Lab went off on time and i get bus ticket to back Penang.. Wow~~
reached home earlier than my plan and ate nice food.... WOW WOW...
and then, have my sweet sleep at 2am~~

suddenly.... "PIANG"
loud bang outside, and i tot it was just a dream...
and then, many talking voices there....
Our glass cabinet wif mom's collection of mugs and cups collapes and all the glass shredded all over the place..... and my dad started to vacuum the place.... MIDNITE... IT's MIDNITE....
omg... cant sleep....
so walk around, and so lucky, step on glass pieces, but din hurt my leg,
thinking that it was just sand, i swept it off using another leg, and hurt my left leg... *&$#(@*$@#)(...
After that, i stay awake till 5am only went back to my bed....

the next day, everything still nice... went for shopping and movie, back home happily.... and another nightmare started....
Reports got error!!~ "data edited"~~ 'shud we put this in??'....
scare me till i dare not switch on my phone and msn... (sorry man)...

and on Sat, mom told me to change the catridge of my printer, okay...
and the printer sot jor... keep ask me to put in catridge.. T.T.....

Sunday back to uni, on the bus, i realised that my Nintendo DS upper screen starts to "sot"... sometimes there will be no graphic show at all.... WTH...
back in my room, my uni printer spoilt too.. again, catridge problem... ARGH~!!
today, went to faculty tot wanna use fac's line to find journals... manatau, IP address conflict... cant use it... WALAO~~~

i wonder what will happen next.... T.T hopefully no more gadgets will be found rosak..pls... wa dah takda duit la!~!

Laziness in me.....

2010-08-17T15:58:00.000+08:00

I hate the times during tests and exams....

The whole kampung is holding notes which is far away from what i've studied and they have finished everything they shud do far before i started...

Actually I can just ignore anything happened in front of me, but then,
I cant control myself to feel bad about myself...

Doing nonsense like what i'm doing now, watching drama, sleeping, online chatting but not doing those things that i supposed to do... what kind of ppl am i?? soooooo uncontrolable!!! ishh!!

aiks... activities, reports and tests are kiling me... but they did not kill the laziness in me... how to overcome it?? even harsh heat treatment will never cure this disease in me.... so, juz sit down and rest in peace....

Emo-ing

2010-08-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

The emo feeling has been following me for a few days....
to those that kena shoot by me, SORRY.... I didnt meant to be so harsh...
but sometimes, i feel like so tension, and problems keep attacking me... this makes me super tired...
and unluckily, more problems attacked me, and those ppl who asked me some question, will kena shoot... paiseh paiseh... really Sorry...

It's never a easy job to work in team... especially large team...
many different ideas, different oppinions and will lead to many problems than...
It's not just about doing work...
In daily life, during communicating with others, this problems occurs too...

maybe it's me that used to be "sayang" by my dears and dars,
any unhappy things, we'll talk out openly... and we accept it...
maybe at first will have some hard feeling, but finally, will be okay...

I think, it's hard to find other ppl that knows me well and can tolerate me well...

Well, i didnt hope for everyone to understand me, but at least, i think,
with you, you and you, i've more than enough understanding friends in my life....

Thanks my dear.... ^^ ...
(i think you three will never read my blog... hahaha... if u read this, pls do reply)

and to my coursemates that read this, i appologize for my misbehave... orz...

Long Time No "Post"

2010-08-11T13:17:00.002+08:00

It has been quite a long time since my last post....
my current life is killing me... T.T

Not to mention about those crazy tests, reports and busy activities,
the other aspects are driving me crazy too!!!!

i was wondering those "kids" nowadays have any respects towards "elderly" like me...
Even u said tonnes of sorry after u accidentally "bang" him/her, they will give u their "KANASAI" face as their response... WTH!!! adik, tau tak macam ni banyak kurang ajar!!!

and, i really dunno izzit bcos of the effect of went home last weekend, start from this monday i feel that i'm totally not in a good condition for everything... aihzz... mayb i shud stay alone for some period of time.... (boys and gals, better dun kacau me if i seems quite lately... i need to be alone....)

life seems to be so hard when we grew up... i missed those sampat times in high school, busy comparing wif frens who finished her homework 1st, who get a better marks for certain test... although it's comparing, but no hard feelings after that... I am sure that this will never happened in my University life.... It's too realistic here....

It's time to stop blogging and continue to read those notes before i gotta go for meeting tonite... tmr will be a tough day for me......

Another starting point....

2010-07-12T16:15:00.002+08:00

It's my 3rd year liao!!! T.T
so old liao!!!
and yet, it's so tiring now....

yesterday reached room at 1130PM... and after bath and everything, it's 12am....
then started to settle my things to be done, and slept at 130am around that....
(sorry to my roommate.... mianhae~)

this morning woke up around 730am, and sorry to Jiaying, i have to be late for our date!! T.T
and went out to faculty at 830am until now.... so exhausted lar~~~

the 1st class, kena "brush" thiam thiam....
with the miscommunication, we went to the wrong lecture hall and when we move to the correct one, we kena brush lo~~ Dr.. we didnt want to waste ur time as well, we have wasted our time too....

then, thought of no labs on 1st week, we enjoyed our online time, manatau, kena called to attend lab to be divided into groups... and now, we are being seperated... aihzz....

and now, after those things, i'm super duper sleepy...zzzzzzz... my eyelids are closing now.. lolx...
what to do, class later on 5-7pm... i guess i'll be so tired every monday.... God, save me....

It's just my 1st day and i'm so tired... how am i going to suffer over this long semester without going back often?? Mommy~~~~~~ I'm missing you~~~~ just tahan niah lar.... got time online or sleep better la.. hahaha... ^^ Sue, FIGHTING~~~ GANBADE~~

tiring week... zzzzz.......

2010-06-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

these few weeks really tiring...
at the begining, i thought school holidays start, i can have more time to rest as i just work for morning shift...
MANATAU.............................

the third day of school holiday start, my grandmother admitted to the hospital..........
since that day onwards, i've started my super busy life...

morning: wake--> work--> back home lunch--> go hospital--> reach home around 230pm -->rest awhile --> go hospital again-->reach home around 730pm...

mayb to many ppl, it's jz a simple job, but can you imagine walking along the super LONG corridor, and walk up the stairs.... then, if you are "too early" (visiting time is 1pm and we reach there at 1259) you will be waiting for the guard (we call them "moon hau kau") to open the gate for u to go in... if u tell him/her, my watch shows 1pm ady, they will show u their LAME handphone and say --- SABARLAH AUNTY..... MASA TAK SAMPAI LAGI la... BISING~~.. after they syok, they will open the gate for u lo~~...

and if you stay there for too long (visiting hours until 2pm, they come halau orang at 1.55pm) kena halau pulak~~~ and when u walk pass him/her again to use the other door to go out, he/she will ask u again, PERGI MANA?? and my mom will answer --> BALIK LAH, pergi mane... ^^...

and my grandma is a very special old person... ^^... so... TIRING again...

In addition, working as a daycare teacher is a tiring job also... therefore, i'm totally exhausted these few weeks.... T.T... those children are so INNOCENT... they can write:

55sen = RM55.00... and i taught them hundreds of times they still did the same thing... it's nice to buy things from them~~ i jz pay 55sen i can get rm55 item... wahahahha!!!

and now, if anyone of you wanna ask me, since you're so tired, y dun u sleep or rest???
my answer:

IF I DONT ONLINE, I'LL GET CRAZY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hahaha...

my mom just ask me to sleep now, so... GOOD NITE~~~ ^^

Parents + Kids = HORRIBLE

2010-05-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

everytime i went back to the daycare centre to work, i will surely feel so PEKCHEK about parents nowadays......... They are super IRRESPONSIBLE!!! they didnt educate properly their children!! wat world is this ah?????

1st of all,
PARENTS DIDN'T CONCERN ABOUT THEIR CHILD'S WORK....
they can just left their kids doing nonsense at home for the whole weekend, and when monday reaches, the kids only rush their homework 3 hours before school.... as we all know, SJK(C) kids have tonnes of homework.... can u imagine i have to handle 5 primary students and 3 remove students in 2 and a half hour including checking their homework, let them read some book, have them to finish their tuition paper and discuss their mistakes with them??
I manage to do so... I feel i'm so super!!! sometimes i even have to give them spelling, ejaan....
those parents expect us to do everything for them and they juz have to pay us to let their child study........ OMG~~~ y parents nowadays didn't want to even have a look about their children's work har?? SO RIDICULOUS!!!

2ndly,
PARENTS DIDN'T TEACH THEIR KIDS TO BEHAVE WELL
the kids nowadays!! only one word can describe... MONSTER.... i've give up to speak nicely to them, bcos they are DEAF.... they can hear u if u speak softly... so, i feel that i'm so bad lar.... i have to shout or scold or stare them only they start to behave... and when i become more gentle after they behave, they will start to have their pattern back!!! parents, pls lar...... this shows that u didnt teach ur kid well only leh... u siasuikan urself u noe??? beh tahan!!!

i'll keep update about kids nowadays and parents nowadays..... it's quite late now... gotta rest well to prepare myself to fight against MONSTER tomorrow.... hahahhahhaha

Kuantan Trip~關丹之旅~

2010-05-11T20:05:00.019+08:00

Let's talk about KUANTAN!!

hmm.. first of all, we very KENG... the moment after we finished our last paper of the semester, we go makan @ old flat, back kolej take things, then we depart from uni to Hentian Pekeliling a.k.a titiwangsa... We reached there around 415pm, while our bus is 5pm..... the moment we sat on the bus is the moment our camera busy shooting... ngek ngek ngek...

c... we love to take stupid pictures around... hahhaa.... i think the other passengers in the bus will feel we so NOISY and DISTURBING..... hahaha.....

Normally, the bus will took around 4 and a half hour to reach Kuantan, but amazingly, we reached there in 3 hours!!! hahaha... around 830pm, we had our 1st dinner in Kuantan...

from left to right, 'yuit kwong hor a.k.a moonlight noodle' 月光河, Penang Rojak (eating penang food @ kuantan.. weirdo), our "traffic light" drink, tomyum glass noodle, and claypot chicken rice.

Of cos, we didnt miss any good spot for photo shooting.. lolx....

After reached jiaying's home, we chatted until around 2am only sleep.. and we woke up at 330 am.... this time, is to prepare to HIKING~~

the whole way up the Paranoma hill is not really tough... and it's not as high as wat i expected..... we reached the hill top before sun rises, and we waited until around 830 am only we started to go downhill... and again.. i wanna thanks DSLR gorgor Mr Boon for taking some nice pics of us~~ ^^

Next, is Lembing Riverview Resort.... Took our bath there and had our breakfast at a small hawker centre nearby Paronama hill.... Next is Lembing Museum. We had a great time there as Jiaying's dad was a miner during older times... and we took a visit to a crystal house there, mountains of crystal over there...

Later noon, we went to Taman Gelora for our afternoon activities... Siew Li, Jiaying and I were overexcited and we took whatever photo we can... wahahhaa... now think back, we r so STUPID lar....

Jiaying's mom welcomed us with a GREAT dinner, Sotong, prawn and fish as main dish, and fruits as desserts. Later at night, Jiaying's friend, YingMei took us to TC (Teluk Cempedak) to eat Ice Ice Ice.. we thought of going for a night walk at the beach, but who asked us to bring a RAIN GODDESS there - - siewli.... It started to rain the moment we reach TC.. T_T...

The next day, we went to TC again, but to build jiaying's and my 1st sandcastle in our life.. hahaha. ridiculous right?!?! both of us are almost 22 years old, lives by the seaside, but we never build any sandcastle before!!! hahahaa... but i'm very proud of our product.. It's really nice!! (of cos i'll say it's nice) hahahah....

After that, we had our lunch at Mc D of TC.... having icecream with beachview is my 1st try!! anyone going to Kuantan MUST try it.... It's really refreshing and nice!!!

That night, was the night that i travel back to pg, and i didnt expect all of them to drop me at bus terminal... Thanks guys... and again, we did some stupid things.... This trip of Kuantan will never be the only memories... Planning to go there again.. HO JIA YING... PREPARE TO WELCOME ME ya~~ ^^

Semester Ends!!

2010-05-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

erm.... my semester has ended for about 3 weeks and now only i have the time to write something about my past semester.... sorry lar~ kinda busy mar....... terus holiday after finish final paper, den terus work after finish holiday.... hehe... schedule quite full....

First of all, I would like to thank my cousemates for making my 4th semester a GREAT memory....
Having gatherings with you guys during CNY eve is really a nice memory.... ^^.... (p/s: i still wonder why i have 2 slices of oat fish fillet while others just have one... lolx...) This semester is also kinda fun...... although those lab reports, assignments, case studies almost drive all of us crazy, but i think this will be a good experience for us right?? hahahha...

Secondly, this semester i feel myself so KENG... can tahan not to go home so often during semester, and almost spend only exam days in uni during final exam weeks.... traveling back to uni for 6 hours just to take a 2 hour exam and travel back 6 hours to penang to wait for another exam to start... KENG~! hahahha

Thirdly, I wanna thanks COOL FISH alot lo..... she so nice that she bring me here n there, going out so often during this semester... SPEND SO MUCH MONEY bcos of this... hahahah... but really thanks that she always drop me at KTM station whenever i need her~~ T.T touched

Fourthly, I went to KUANTAN!!! i had my 1st trip with my coursemates..... Lovely beaches and nice hill with funny friends make this trip a UNFORGETTABLE memory..... later i'll post something about kuantan... ngek ngek ngek.....

OK... this is the end of my semester review.... No matter how my results are for this semester, i'm still happy to have it~~~

Love u guys~!! ^^

TIME TO RELEASE!!!

2010-04-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

WALAO EH!!!!

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN that will read this blog!!!
I, LIM SUE SHAN, is not wonder woman ok!!!! many things i oso dunno wan OKAY!!!
i oso need to study myself, i need to listen in class, i need to interprete all things myself wan!!!
Please dont think that i'm so super that i knew everything!!! it's nt bcos i'm clever or wat... it's just depends on ur willingness to learn onot...
SKIPPING classes liao ask me this and that, WONDERING in class liao ask me wat to do....
If u kadang kala did this ok la, i understand.... sometimes we'll have laziness wan.. but u always do this to me, and i have to re-explain everything... very geram wan u know!!! i oso need to study my own things... I not that free to teach u back each and everything and i dun have the NEED too!!!

In addition, many things is wat i feel correct d i will terus study... U ask me liao summore further ask me why like this why like that, i really beh hiao answer u lor!! paiseh!!! den later exam wrong time u come kill me i mah gai!!! not i dun wan teach u ah.. is i dun wan "HAI" u ah!!! i dun like to bear so heavy mia responsibility lo!!! can die wan ah!!! my result kanasai i nvm la, i try myself to study... later ur result kanasai u say i tiao ti kenakan u i si cham cham lor!!!!

pls lar.... sometimes hor, use ur own effort to think something... dun kui jit chuei lang mui... sio seng ka lai mui!!! eong nau tam pok!!! wa tata kiok pun kah wa mah jin boh eng!!!

KEK SI WA LIAO!!! HO LANG PAI CHO AH!!!

It's blogging time~~~

2010-04-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so bored and i decided to come here and drop a few words...
finally, the 4th semester in UPM almost habis lor~~~ yeah~~ tapi hor.....

MANY JOBS TO BE DONE!!! ohmigosh`~~

but still, i dunno y i'm bored wor?!!? weird huh??
mayb i lazy kut.. wahahahhaha....

wait i finish dis week lecture, back penang time, i'll write some review of my 4th semester...
wish me luck for the coming presentation lar~~~

HWAITING~~!!

落難公主~~

2010-03-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

今天，跟同學講了一些過去的事情。。。忽然間，我發現自己長大、堅強了許多。。。

以前的我，不會爲了柴米油鹽擔心。。。
以前的我，不會在假期打工。。。
以前的我，不會自己想辦法解決問題。。。
以前的我，不會在乎身上有多少錢。。。
以前的我，天不怕、地不怕。。。
以前的我，非常愛撒嬌、耍賴。。。
以前的我，被譽爲千金小姐。。。
以前的我，真的很不一樣。。。

現在的我，每頓飯都要有預算。。。
現在的我，還沒假期就再找Part Time Job。。。
現在的我，有什麽是自己先扛下來。。。
現在的我，口袋剩不到五十，就得去準備現金。。。
現在的我，杞人憂天。。。
現在的我，撒不起嬌、耍不起賴。。。
現在的我，有點像落難公主。。。

其實，我從來沒有想過，我會是需要打假期工的人。雖然這樣說，會讓很多人覺得我很驕傲，可是，我就是在這種環境下長大的。。。我的哥哥姐姐，沒有一個在大學時期打工。。。而且個個都有零用錢花。我很多時候，有什麽東西都盡量省，要不就找工。我現在不是在埋怨什麽，我只是想有一個傾訴的管道。。。

有時候，聽到同學們忙著說自己沒錢，我會懷疑，到底他們所謂的沒有錢，是什麽呢？沒錢買新電腦？沒錢買新手機？沒錢去唱K？沒錢去玩？如果我是以前的我，所謂的沒錢就是這些咯。。。可現在的我，沒錢=沒生活費，沒飯吃。。。每學期都需要自己賺，自己花，自己省吃儉用。。。這學期，我不止是忙得沒得回家，我也有點擔心回太多，我會沒錢吃飯。。。想一想，以前的林淑姍，應該不會爲了這些小事擔心吧！？！？

不過，我也很慶幸有這樣的生活經驗，讓我體會到真正的人生。。。不要擔心太多，上帝自有安排！加油吧！！Fighting~~

Finished my test~~~

2010-03-23T15:38:00.002+08:00

Finally, after a few hectic weeks, my tests are all GONE... wahahahaha.... although i didn't do very well for these tests, i still very happy cos my 2nd year life almost end lor~~~(should i feel sad because i'm getting older in my university??)

There are more things waiting for me to finish by now...
1. BBI assignment - proposal for grammar game... (Omigosh... what age are we in and we still have to play games!?!?!?!?!)
2. BBI assignment - Self Directed Learning... they give us lots of webpages and ask us to do exercises... but it seems more like copying what the page said rather than doing our own job... lolx...
3. Food Chemistry - scrap book. I'll be going to either mid valley or the mines with yeeying to do search for any possible wrappers for our scrap book... muahahaha...
4. Chemical analysis - Journal... so tired about doing that lab... and we have to do our report like journal that can be published.... TENSION LAR~~~
5. Sensory Evaluation - This friday is our sensory lab... we have to learn how to prepare our sample and also serve... THIS IS A HUGE CHALLENGE because we have to do it on friday noon where our uni is "KOSONG" OMG!!! scary scary....

It seems like a lot of things to do right? But i'm so relax and still blogging here... OMG!!!! who can come and slap me so that i can wake up and start doing my job?!?!?!? HELP~~~

anyway... just try my best lar.... HWAITING!!! ^^

Busy Busy Busy...

2010-03-19T13:01:00.002+08:00

I suddenly feel myself become a final year student this few days. Super busy until no time to have my dinner just like yesterday... haiz...

First of all, case study for Analytical Chemistry for Food.... Everyday LABs LABs LABs....... summore have to prepare own sample, own solution, own steps..... finally, own report as it is a journal....

Secondly, assignment for Sensory Evaluation of Yellow Noodles.
We have to knead our own dough to make the noodles, cook it, prepare the soup base, handle the test and analyse the result of our noodles... this is the subject that i scared the most as i almost failed my 1st test... Omigosh~~~~

Thirdly, assignment for food chemistry... Scrap book with tonnes of wrappers to be prepared... but i havent even finish collecting those wrappers..... ops... dun let Dr. Kharidah see this blog... she'll kill me cos actually we didnt need tonnes of the wrappers.. hahahahaha.....

Fourthly, NO TIME TO GO BACK HOME!!!!
The last date i'm at Penang is 21st February, and until now, i havent back home even once.... I miss my hokkien mee, curry mee, laksa, satay, char kuey teow, ban chang kueh and chee cheong fun so much lar~~~ who can FedEx it to me?!?!??!?! T_T
In addition, my ON AIR episode 17 spoiled d... i cant watch it and i'm tergantung in between the drama.... so sad lar... cant back home summore no drama to watch... ISHH...

I wonder when can i reach Penang... will it be the 1st week of April? seems like impossible...
Will it be the 2nd weekend of April... I hope so....
If not, i'll only be at penang after april.... GOSH...
Can anyone imagine LIM SUE SHAN sitting in residential college every week and online doin nth, sleep eat shit everyday??? Even myself cant believe it.... sobs......

Now i can only hope that my mom can come down for interview as soon as possible and most probably weekends... then i can really have a good break...

Busy Semester

2010-01-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since the last time i updated my blog.... SUPER BUSY after sem starts...
First of all, 12 hours of labs per week, classes, chinese orchestra practices..... lots n lots of function so busy... but most excited me this semester is that i can sit in for korean class... lolx

After 5 weeks of lectures, my 1st test has come..... 6 papers in 1 week is the 1st time of test i faced after i studied in university. summore, this coming thurs i'll be having 3 paper in 6 continuous hours... so horrible....

but hopefully after this test, i can have a good relax and start preparing myself for CNY lo....

Lately i'm addicted with F.T.Island, especially the main vocal -- hongki...
their songs are nice and hongki's voice is so powerful although he is just 19 years old...
Heartbreak feelings when listen to their songs.....

P.s: tmr having paper at night, but can still online and post this stupid thing... lol.... puifok myself..

開學前夕~~

2009-12-22T19:34:00.002+08:00

最近蠻忙的。。。舉辦了燒烤會、去上了三天的班。。。上個星期就這樣無聲無息的消失了。。。
不過，好家在，又去了趟泰國。。。不過只是去買一些東西罷了。。。

不知不覺，一個多月的假期就快結束了，2009年也快結束了。。。回顧一下今年做了些什麽吧~~

1. 打工！今年滿多的時間花在打工上。。。賺來的錢？？花光咯~~每星期都回家的花費，還有自己像獎賞自己的東西，這樣的花費，不過分吧~~嘻嘻^^
2. 上課！我的天兒啊~~成績越來越差。。。沒眼看！下學期要加油咯！！希望可以不用換貸款！！乾巴爹~

除了以上的兩個東西，想不出今年做了什麽！！哈哈哈~~
不過很感謝主，在我需要工作時，有工作。。。我覺得我蠻得天獨厚的說~~~呼呼~~阿門！

奇怪的感覺。。。。

2009-12-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

這個假期，好奇怪哦！！！也說不出個所以然來，但是就是很奇怪！！！
我是不用打工沒錯，生活是很輕鬆也沒錯，但是有好多無形的怪感覺。。。。
到底我是怎麽了呢？！！？！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~~~~~~~~~~

愛情？？

2009-11-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

到底什麽是愛情呢？

有人覺得，愛情就是要轟轟烈烈，愛到死去活來。不在乎天長地久，只在乎曾經擁有的戀愛，對很多年輕、血氣方剛的少年少女們，是必然的。就算以後愛變成了恨，他們也無怨無悔。

有人覺得，愛情就是要細水長流，一起長長久久。對他們而言，很多事只要忍一忍、等一等，捱到結婚，那麽事情就會有轉彎的餘地。可是，忍了以後，我們看到的，是離婚、家暴以及一段又一段的婚外情。

有人認爲，另一半必須與自己匹配，門當戶對。只要有些人不符合自己的條件，或覺得他配不上自己，就把人家抛棄。到頭來，得到的是騷擾，更嚴重的事情殺！

有人認爲，另一半必須有錢。如果是男的，那麽就可以少奮鬥二十年；如果是女的，那麽就可以當少奶奶，每天過著瘋狂血拼、美容、享受的日子。（我認爲是廢人）

有的人認爲，另一半必須有樣子，帶出門才不會失禮。帥哥美女在這個年代十分的吃香，可那些長相平凡的人呢?不是被當“豬扒”、“恐龍妹”，就是“宅男”，“囧”。唉，真悲哀。。。

有些人會在年輕時，認爲男女朋友應該黏在自己的身邊。只要奪命追魂“call”后沒回應，就吵吵嚷嚷，閙分手。你可知，他們在為你們的未來打拼呢？如果年輕時不努力，老的時候，你們又再爲了困苦的生活而爭吵。。。是不是很矛盾呢？

可能你們看了，會覺得：“你又不是身在其中，講得甚是輕鬆啦。。。”但是，在戀愛的過程中，各個往往都是盲目的。所謂：旁觀者清。在未開始一段戀愛前，大家最好先考慮了所有的因素，才決定再不在一起。只有理智的戀愛，才會有幸福快樂的未來。。。祝大家幸福！！

人生無常。。。

2009-11-29T01:30:00.002+08:00

最近，雖然自己過得很平靜，但是突然間發覺，好多朋友身邊、四周，都發生了不如意的事。。。

從看到資深演員陳鴻烈過世的消息，媽媽身體有些異樣，姐妹淘忽然很失落，到好友父親不舒服，這一切的一切，都象徵人生無常。。。有誰會永遠快樂呢？有誰會永遠健康呢？有誰會指導下一秒會發生什麽呢？

看過了《2012》，突然間，我被點醒了。人生就不過是短短幾十年，一眨眼我也渾渾噩噩過了二十年。。。現在的我，只希望自己可以知足，把握現在，珍惜所擁有的一切。。。就算是世界末日來臨，我也不會有任何後悔。而且，我現在正讓自己投入主的懷抱，希望主的恩典會臨在我家。。。

朋友們，有什麽，都可以來找我傾訴。。。雖然我並不會是一個最好的開導者，不過，我會盡力當一個好的聆聽者。。。我也不懂的安慰別人的話，只是想在這裡，希望大家一切安好。。。

New Hair Colour

2009-11-21T15:36:00.003+08:00

Jz went to have my new colour... like it so much!! hehe

Da jie n me!!

Dajie

mom's "bao jou por" look

Outing~~

2009-11-20T14:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to redbox wif my honey, laogong, pei fen n ming yeh, and it was fun!

such a long time din siao wif my beloved friends liao.. hehehe....

we sang a lot of sampat songs, do a lot of sampat things together.. wahahaha.. so enjoy... i'm looking forward of our next outing leh!!

p/s: all pics dun have fen... cos she was playing kids' block.. lolx

流星雨。。。

2009-11-18T05:31:00.002+08:00

本來還蠻期待這場流星雨的說。。。可是，人算不如天算，天算不如不用算，雲層好厚哦！還以爲晚上下了一場雨，天空會晴朗的說。。。

從12時開始等到現在，似乎看不到腦海裏的畫面。。。偶爾有看到類似流星的物體，卻又懷疑是不是眼花了。。。我從天空是藍的，看到慢慢的變成橙色（光害反射在雲層上）。不眠的夜，等到的卻是無情的坏天氣T_T。。。

沒有度過這個夜晚，我還不知道原來檳城的光害是那麽的嚴重。整個城市在夜裏不是黑漆漆，而是橘橙色的。。。或許這就是城市的小孩的天空吧~

廢日子~~

2009-11-16T00:08:00.004+08:00

這幾天的生活還蠻廢的。。。每天吃飽睡，睡飽吃。。。上網、看電視。。。要不然，趴趴走！！本來還想找份兼職的說。。。問了幾份，都沒消沒息的，有點兒放棄了說。。。

今天心血來潮，拍了幾張照。。。不好意思啦，房間滿亂的！打掃得FEEL還沒來。。哈哈哈~

1st outing nite...

2009-11-14T01:58:00.002+08:00

Finally i went out at nite.... lol...

for those who know me well, i've never been at outside at nite since around 10pm till 130am... break my record looo`~~

It's all bcos of YOU -- Yuh fen, Koh lee n Seang...

i really had a great time chatting wif u guys, such a fun ler....

it's been a long time we din gather together liao, since that time we went for dinner at 白雲山...

a relaxing chat is better den lots of entertainment...

Now, i'm looking forward of our K-date... hope to meet u guys soon!!!!

Another 14 hours.....

2009-11-11T08:31:00.005+08:00

It's just left 4 hours to my lunch, 6 hours to my final paper, 9 hours to take bus and 14 hours to reach home.. I din really pay attention on my final paper d, as it really have too many holidays in between.. BTW, there are more n more "tips" coming out and i dun feel like wanna study other things ady.. huhu

Finally, today is my last day in my room in this semester... i found out that i din really stay at my room for so long leh! since last fri till now.. OMG... but it's a nice feel as i jz have to wait for my lunch n dinner time everyday.. hahaha

The followings are things that i packed...

These are the small part of my huge storage in uni... lolx..

I have no mood to do anything else now except sitting down and wait for holidays to come...

my dear frens, HAPPY HOLIDAYS~~

Sleepless nite...

2009-11-06T02:41:00.002+08:00

CANT sleep at all.. sobs...
now only i realize i lost my MP3 player.. gosh
i cant even recall back when was the last time i saw it....
hate that i cant find my things leh... make me insomnia.. sien niah.... T_T

矛盾-ing

2009-11-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

現在好矛盾哦！！怎麽辦呢？

想打工，可是打工了，就沒得好好玩，好好休息。。。

想休息，可是沒打工，就沒有錢花，沒有錢玩。。。

啊！！！AN JUA HOR???

who can gimme any suggestion??

To work or not to work, that's my problem!!

Vacation.....

2009-11-04T00:43:00.002+08:00

Recently, i feel like wanna go for a vacation so eagerly... I doesn't know why i have this kind of feeling... maybe I've been working and studying for one and a half year non-stop.. to me, going to KL for a vacation is now a nightmare... there's nothing much in KL actually.... the shop there are the same with what i have i Penang, and those I cant find in Penang, i will never put a step in it... lolx..

There are a few location that I hope to go..
1. Langkawi - although it has not much to play, but it's nearer and i haven't been there after 3 years old i think... I dun even have any idea that i went there before....
2. Redang - a place quite far from me... with nice beach and wonderful view.. jz think of snorkeling and music party there makes me feel so enjoy.. sobs...
3. Singapore - another place that i hope to go, but not that eagerly.. hohoho... maybe is i dun like the pace of the place kut... too fast and too hurry... (plus a long bus trip there, torturing!!)
4. Hattyai - best place for shopping.. cheap things and nice product there.... but not that relaxing too~~

I wanna find kaki to teman me lah!! who wanna follow me for vacation?? Cameron highlands oso can.. i dun mind oso.. jz that i can find a place to relax myself and have a break neh!!

My 21st Bday

2009-10-03T23:58:00.002+08:00

today is my BIG day!! 21st bday... but i dont feel anything excited or happy about it....
i was in health centre 3 days before that and have my drip....

And i am suffering with measles all over me.... those small little red rashes makes me cant eat many things..... before that i was looking forward on my bday as i wanted to eat seafood for a long time d... but this stupid rashes make me cant even have my simple bday dinner...

my whole day was staying at home doing my chemistry lab report... aihzz...
the 1st thing after u woke up is to swallow a capsule of snake's gall.. next is eat porridge and drink herbal tea.... finally in the evening, my sis went to buy a cake for me and that is the only thing that make me feel i was celebrating my BDAY... aihzz

I feel that no one else can have such an unforgettable 21st birthday as I had!! T_T

Microbes ah microbes~~

2009-09-21T19:24:00.002+08:00

My goodness.... I think i'm gonna crazy d... dis few days keep on doing microbe report and assignments.... i've come over with many diff species and genus and strains and family and many effects of these microorganisms.. Those scientific names, terms, that is hard to pronounce and spell, I have ady face them for 2 days ady...
I really dun understand why on earth there are so many diff types of microbes, and they are mutating each and everyday to create diff strains. juz for E coli, there are many strains of them.. gosh...

MICROBES!! you guys are really irritating.. Nt only cause stupid diseases but also make me have to do alot of work jz bcos of u!!!

Sweet Holiday

2009-09-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

Finally, my official holiday has come.. huhu.... last holiday was a mess... done nth and it's very rush... dis time i can fully enjoy my holiday ady...

Actually about my holiday, it's more to lepak at home than enjoying, bt to me it's really an enjoyment lepak-ing at home... facing my computer, watching dramas, sleeping on my bed, reading my comics, watching my hubby's dvd.. huhu... damn nice la!

Ask me about my plannings in holiday? NOTHING... except for gathering on wed nite... huhu
jz a simple bbq steamboat dinner together wif some frens, nth more... Bday party? canceled lur.. no ppl wanna come ma... who ask me so "hak yan jang" wor... hahahah......

btw, dis holiday will not be very enjoyable too... my younger sis so damn kacau..... aihzz... plus my father so damn noisy... feel so sien lah~~ jz pretend i heard nth, saw nth lor.... blind n deaf myself dis week... jz listen to leehom's songs and watch his mv or concert will do.. huhuhu...

that all for my holiday ler... mayb will update here if i got any extra functions... sweet holiday to myself... muaksss

I'm a selfish gal!!! Dun ever ask for my help anymore if u cant tahan my temper!!!

2009-09-06T22:58:00.003+08:00

I alwiz hate to be helpful.... I'm a typical libra gal, that i dun like things that i've done has no repay...
That's the reason y i dun like to ask for help, because i dun wanna hutang anyone else...

I really hate that ppl keep asking me this and that when those things are supposed to be their job.. The moment i have the free time to rest, and ppl will start come and kacau me... it's irritating!!!
I dun like to do things that are too sudden and without any planning.. I hate last minute job, i hate those stupid things!!!! HATE!!!

The thing i hate the most is, i help ppl out of generosity, that is nt really wat i alwiz do, bt ppl nt only din thank me, summore come n blame me for nt doing extra for them... It's really FXXX!!! WTH!!! why i keep met this kind of ppl in UNI!! i hate to face these kind of ppl la!!! why must i help them? it's nt my job and i have to be blamed!!! i really dun like unfair things!! It's better that i let ppl think that i'm a super duper selfish gal rather than i helped out and get nth back! I dun hope for any thank bt at least, show ur appreciation!! i'm nt necessary to help out k!!

I AM A SELFISH GAL!! KEEP AWAY FROM ME, THANKS!!

The weekend without going home~~~

2009-08-24T22:23:00.001+08:00

Last weekend, i had my microbiology test on friday night.. this is the main reason i have to stay at kl for the week.
After test, my bro fetched me to his house and we watch drama and so our own stuff.. until almost 4am only we started to go to bed...
the next morning, i was awaken by the msg tone which the msg was from Digi... It's irritating and i cant sleep back... started to do my stuff, bath and so on, i woke my bro at 135pm.. den we went to mid valley to buy the concert ticket..
after that, we went for a movie - laughing gor... damn nice, although i was so sleepy at that time bt still it makes me feel nice..
after dinner, we rest at his home for a while and started to tidy up his room... it took us about 3-4 hours to clean his tiny room.. it's very tiring.. den we went to mamak for supper until around 130am.
as soon as we reached his home, i terus fall asleep as i was really tired ady.. the next morning, both of us slept until noon only we went to one-u for lunch, after that we shopped for a while and back home.. after that, he sent me back uni and that was my lousy weekend....

感觸。。。

2009-08-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

看了TVBS新聞，突然間我發現，我真的真得很幸福。。。

小林村，一夜之間夷爲平地。。。只剩下兩棟房子。。。
小林國小，柑仔店都不見了。。。
400名罹難者。。。一家30幾口，一眨眼間不見了。。。
8月8日，大夥兒開開心心回家過爸爸節，誰知道，這趟旅程，一去不返？
這些新聞，看了連我都淚流滿面。。。。

我真得很幸福，可以坐在家裏，看這些報道。。。
他們連自己的親人身在何處，是生還是死都不曉得。。。
我還可以窩在媽媽身旁，
他們連至親的聲音都沒有機會聽到了。。。
真得很可憐。。。。

希望他們可以儘快恢復。。。我也不懂身在這裡的我可以幫上什麽忙，唯有為他們祈禱，希望主可以幫助他們渡過難關。。。

臺灣的朋友們，加油加油加油！！！

I had a bad day.....

2009-08-14T01:32:00.002+08:00

13/8... BLACK THURSDAY

1st of all... morning woke up kinda late cos last nite study till zzz....
den rush to test without having meal...
after test, took breakfast n went to lab to count microbes.....
finish counting time, ady late to class... but lecturer jz started.. tot we are so lucky... manatau!!!
after 10 minutes, lecturer say today until here... SWEAT!... early noe dun wan go d la....
den tutorial class time clash again wif my class...
after that, stil okie, until processing lab....
until 6pm stil havent finish, beh tahan , terus run back n pack n go...
SO LUCKILY, i left my purse in hostel.. KNS...
have to sit one whole round of bus to get back kolej....
den my fren sent me to ktm station, my tng card gt prob pulak...
really pek chek...
at last, i manage to back pg oso.... TIRING man..... bt so sweet to be at home ^^

Missing him.....

2009-08-10T13:27:00.002+08:00

yesterday on my way back to kl, I was listening to his songs....
until i heard that song "Girlfriend", it reminded me about him....
it reminded me the moment he sang that song... b4 that, he asked who wanna be his gf... i lost my control and shouted loudly i want.. hahaha....
Suddenly, i missed him....
He's so charming, talented and his voice, seems like can pass through my heart...
i'm hoping to c him again la.... hehehe... when he wanna come wor.... miss him so much la~~~ T_T

家，最温暖的港湾 - quote from www.kwongwah.com.my

2009-08-07T01:16:00.001+08:00

家，最温暖的港湾

二零零九年三月六日下午十二时十八分

文：粉红天蝎

“如果你未曾尝试，你什么也得不到；但是如果你愿意尝试，或许你可以用另外一种角度来看待事物。”在游说我调职的过程中，经理这么对我说。

“别犹疑了，在总部肯定有更好的发展。”她继续说。

就这样，我接受考验，把生活从北马移到了中马。

“去吧，工作重要，忙的话就不必常常回来啦。”临别，习惯了每个星期见到我的母亲这么说。

“我会每两个星期回来看您，这是我对您的承诺。”我给她一个拥抱。

我心里明白，这更是我对自己的承诺。

如今，调职到首都年多了，我仍然遵守当初许下的诺言。

每两个双周休，我总是风雨不改，来回十个小时的车程返乡看她。

“哎，周末有什么节目？”同事甲问。

“我买了票回家。”我答。

“什么？你又回家？你前两个星期不是才回去吗？”只见她瞪大了眼。

“路途那么遥远，你都不会累吗？”同事乙接腔。

“回得那么勤，该不会是把情人给藏在家乡吧？”同事丙语带调侃。

刚到首都的那段日子，每当我说起返乡，同事们总用不可思议的表情盯着我。他们都住得比我近，可是却很少回家；偶尔，我倒觉得自己有点像外星人般，与他们格格不入，还曾经为那些调侃而耿耿于怀。

“你又回家喔？多好啊！这是一件值得骄傲的事，你应该为自己仍坚守诺言而喝彩，又何必在意别人的话语呢？”好友这么告诉我。

对于我来说，家是最温暖的港湾，母亲的笑脸，是我最美好的幸福，别人怎么想，根本就微不足道。

后来的某一天，同事甲对我说：“说起来惭愧，我住得比你近，回家还不比你勤。”

“这里是关键。”我将手摆在心口上，对她说。这次，她点头附和。

有本杂志，叫《漂亮家居》；里头有这么一句：“你可以走出房子，但你总要回家。”

我总觉得这句话很贴切，不管走得多远，家，始终是旅人温暖靠岸的港湾；家，犹如汪洋中的灯塔，为我们指引回家的方向。

可以回家，绝对是幸福的。

回家的十大理由！！！

1。可以吃美食。

2。可以看电视。

3。可以省钱（因为去哥哥家花很多）。。。

4。可以充电。。。

5。可以追星。。。

6。可以迟睡。。。

7。不用对着不想对的人。。。

8。没那么压力。。。

9。可以睡自己的床。。。

10。最重要的，可以窝在妈妈身边。。。

Moodless day... T_T

2009-08-04T11:52:00.003+08:00

Later have to go back to that dangerous, horrible, infectious jail ady... T_T

One week of holiday really can make ppl bcome more n more lazy...
lazy to go back, lazy do homework (lab reports, tutorials), lazy to attend classes... gosh~~

this week's holiday, what have i did??

ok.. 1st of all, tues reach pg, started to watch 败犬女王。。。my goodness, Leslie Sung.... so yeng.. although 小天 oso nt bad.. huhu....
thurs noon, went to redbox wif my honey n lao po...
sunday, went to see Moses Chan n 关菊英...
These were my holiday activities... Nth else.. huhu...
Took a photo with Jentzen.... He's nice n friendly....
and now, i'm going back to uni without studying anything...
Dunno how to die d.. lolx

Pls wish me luck!!! add oil gal~~~

20嵗又10個月的生日

2009-08-03T01:26:00.002+08:00

眨眼間，我已經活了20年又10個月啦~~

20年，說長不長，說短不短。。。
二十年内，
上了幼稚園、小學、中學、中六、大學。。。
考了四次的政府考試，考了四次的電單車駕照，考了一次的汽車駕照。。。
做了三份part time工。。。
談了一次戀愛。。。
去了一趟香港。。。
朋友，說多不多，說少，又不覺得少。。。
但是，聊得來的算多，談得了心事的，卻寥寥無幾。。。

有人說，二十嵗的人生，是最燦爛的。。。
對我而言，不過如此而已。。。

今天是我20嵗又10個月的生日，祝我生日快樂！！
倒數兩個月，就是我的21嵗生日噢~~~
想好要買些什麽給我吧！！！哈哈哈~~~

糊裏糊塗的假期。。。。。

2009-07-31T22:29:00.000+08:00

星期二，
一如往常的八點起身，沖涼、洗衣、刷牙、洗臉。。。

九點鐘，
和秀麗碧慧到餐廳吃早餐，一分蛋治加teh tarik。。。
享受完早餐，到dk準備上課。。。

九點四十分，
抵達dk。。。

十點鐘，
進dk等講師進來。。。

十點三十分，
講師沒到，同學陸續離開。。。

十一點三十分，
我們大夥兒到old flat吃午餐。。。

十二點十五分，
抵達tutorial room。。。
等待的同時，被蚊子叮了好多。。。

一點鐘，
進tutorial，阿嬌看到蚊子的叮痕，說了一句：UPM要關了，因爲蚊子過多。。哈哈哈。。。

一點五十分，
tutorial 完畢，搭巴士到fac。。。

兩點鐘，
Dr. Karim 進來，準備開始 LAB...

兩點三十分，
Dr. Karim 叫我們停止一切活動，盡可能不要聚在一起。。。

三點鐘，
UPM 正式宣佈關閉。。。

四點鐘，
從宿舍離開，到FBMK等巴士。。。

五點鐘，
等的不耐煩，截一輛計程車到pudu

六點半，
上巴士，回檳城。

十一點，
到檳城。。。

我的期中假期，就這樣糊裏糊塗的開始了。。。。。

Reborn of my blogspot.....

2009-07-31T22:24:00.001+08:00

hoho.. it's 4 years back when i use this account... seems like many ppl starting to use back blogspot, den i decide to turn it on again.... i'm going to import some of my blog in windows live space to here..... c ya~~

Unfair Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

i felt that nothing in life is fair enough for any person.
this life in this world is totaly mad ppl mad.

guys can jusy sit down n do nothing but the girls should (actually is MUST) do everything for da guys.
then, elder sister should do everything for the youngers.
if u r in da middle, u have to listen to ur elder sister.
What da XXXX in this world is.
really really getting mad.......

Susan Said

2005-03-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

Hehehehe, at last, i've a song of my name ler.....
Susan said

This is a song in david tao's latest album ,
i've just went to his promo tour at upper penang road,
he is such a brilliant musician
he sang well even without any music.
wow!!!!!!!!!

i also went to leehom's promo tour at the same place.
that venue is great. leehom is even great.
heehehe........
although he did not get any award in da Golden Melody Awards,
but he is still da best in my heart...

Near To Test!!!

2005-03-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

It's very special to write my own feelings in my blog.....

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
i feel very tension cause my school test is just at my eyebrow....
moreover i'll having my 3RD motorcycletest this Tuesday..
i dun think i can make it.....
arh......................

i have a feeling like to scream as laud as possible to reduce my nervous

just write till here lar.............................

很受伤

2005-03-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

很痛呢！！！！！！
在英式篮球比赛当中摔伤，弄伤"Pet Pet"，
擦伤膝盖，搞得自己不能正常的走路，
真可怜。。。。。。

又给人"suan"了一句，心里很不是滋味。
很委屈，很受伤，很不值。。。。。

算了吧！都要毕业了，当作是一场“美好”的回忆，
总算让我看清了他的真面目。。。。。

失眠的夜

2005-03-07T02:11:00.000+08:00

唉。。。。。。。已经是凌晨2:14分了。
我的双眼好像孙悟空的金睛火眼，“圆碌碌”，闭不上。。

不得不承认我们是该分手了。
毕业纪念册一本本的在传，
毕业刊一页页在编，
连毕业歌也在练了。。。。。
真得很舍不得，
中学生涯就这样过了。

觉得这段时间充实，
但又记不起学了些什么。
觉得很忙碌，
但又记不起自己做了什么。
觉得很烦恼，
却不知道自己在烦什么。

朋友，请你们记得我。
我，很害怕孤独，
很害怕寂寞，
很害怕无助。
可能，真是很自私的想法，
但是，我真得很像你们永远培在我的身边，
伴我走过每一个人生岔口。

请你们记得，我永远爱你们。。。。。

泪水

2005-02-27T01:01:00.000+08:00

眼泪，可以用来表达一个人愉快的心情。
它，也可以表达一个人悲痛的心情。
它，更能表现出一个人愤怒至尽的感觉。

最近，我身边常常有泪水的踪影，这当然包括我自己在内。
但，这些泪水，都不是快乐的泪水。
它们把心中的烦恼，懊恼，发泄出来，
不过，哭完，还是得早点把事情解决。
虽然我们知道，哭也于事无补，
但是，我们只能这样舒解压力、发泄心情。

这是因为我们都是即将毕业的一群吗？
这是因为我们是最有经验的一伙吗？
这是因为我们是最大最懂事的吗？

就是这些解释，让我们深处在压力中。
就是这些解释，让我们背负一个个重担。
就是这些解释，让泪水陪我们度过每个夜晚。

很厌倦这样的生活，不过，还不至于会自杀。
因为我明白，这是人生的挑战，这是人生必经之路。

为了让心理平衡一点，不至于发疯，
唯有让眼泪继续陪着我们到一天明吧。。。。

我的克星

2005-02-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

我在怀疑，我今年是不是流年不利。
整天生病，整个样子病恹恹的。。。。。

最重要的是，我竟然30天内，连续被同一个人，
先用硫酸(AsidEtanoik)，再用椰浆饭(Nasi Lemak),
淋在我身上。。。。。

我前世是不是跟她“捞乱骨头”，
还是他的杀父仇人？？？？？？

咳。。。。。算了，谁叫它是我老友呢。。。
只好继续的被他淋吧。

《我们的故事》原稿

2005-02-17T14:41:00.000+08:00

『岁月如歌』，很快的，这首代表着中学生涯的歌快要播到了尾声，但『I Believe』我们之间的友情不会随着这首歌的结束而画上休止符。

『你记得吗』，我们的『感情线』大概是在中三那年慢慢开始长出来的吧！当时的我们都是『同一种调调』，同时喜欢上一个音乐团体。在臭味相投的情况下，我们混在一起。那股在我们之间的热诚简直是『无懈可击』，连续『7 Days』也无法停止下来。就这样，我们『Together』考试、那成绩、拥抱、生漆、开玩笑等等，所有酸、甜、苦、辣，我们都经历过了，所以我想借此机会送些礼物给你们——我的『Angel』。

献给你——『你和我』大概从小学四年级开始，我们俩的名字就腻在一起了吧！你这『龙的传人』让我学会了『爱你等于爱自己』，『唯一』的你！『你不在』的时候，我一个人，股淡淡的；『Ya Birthday』是我们陪你一起庆祝。你难过、伤心、愤怒时，『不要害怕』，我们会陪在你的『身边』，随时为你准备友谊的拥抱，只需『Take Your Time』。记得哦！我们的『Forever Love』。

献给你——带点稚气的你，好可爱！每次看到你都让『我好想』抱你，因为抱你让我我有『安全感』。有时还会传些简讯来问『How Are You』今天的你。嘿，如果有麻烦，只需『Tell Me』，因为『我挺你』，并且『永远不说再见』哦！

献给你——你娇小玲珑，也很可爱唷！你最『喜欢』『晴天』。『当你』不高兴时，只会『安静』地坐在一边不说话。你的笑容甜美，也拥有明星相，是我们当中颇有异性缘的一个。总而言之，我只想说『爱你』！

献给你们——你们俩呀！算是最能包容我的人。有时你们爱『武装』自己；有时你们有疯狂不已。你们的『倔强』让我五体投地，遇到对的事情一定『坚持到底』。总之，在『人生海海』中『遇见』你们是我的福气。

献给你们——一位爱救人；一位爱唱歌。但你们却如影随形，常一起出没。你唱歌时，我觉得『我听见天使歌唱』。你救人时有一种独特的魅力。总而言之，我会把你们牢记在心的。你，是名女王。高高在上，说出来的话如命令一样，令人不得不屈服于你。你，『听说』你喜欢『分开旅行』，但『后来』却埋头写作。

献给你们——你呢？『恋爱达人』一位，很爱『Make A Wish』，『天天』『说爱你』。你，独生女一名。很喜欢『七里香』，做事不爱找『藉口』，但是被我们吐糟时却『开不了口』。你，大方慷慨，对小事都『无所谓』。不过有时却好像『将军』一样，心情不好时就对身边的人不客气。你，我想要你住进『防空洞』，彼此互相了解，希望我俩『什么都舍得』一起『分享』。你，说『爱情不能做比较』，你的『掌心能因印出许多艺术品。你，钟情于『笨小孩』那迷人的眼神。而你，时常说『先生我听不懂』。你咧？不就是『爱的钢琴手』啰！

献给我自己——其实我觉得『爱很简单』，无论是什么样的爱。既然无法十全十美，『17岁』的我应该学习『接受』『缺陷美』。在『我的地盘』里，我希望每人都能开心每一天。也希望你们会『Remember』『I'll Be With You』。让我们『一起走吧』！一起迎接所有『挑战』。在此我想说声『Arigato』谢谢友情的手。谢谢你们为我带来了『第二天堂』，让我只想『快乐崇拜』。『祝福』你们！最后，要记得『我们的故事』不能忘。。。。。。

《我们的故事》

2005-02-05T14:46:00.000+08:00

这一天，我看了这一篇《我们的故事》
这是我的好朋友为我们一群人写的一篇文章。
里面提到了我们经历过的事，抒发了她对我们的感觉。

这一篇，让我很感动。当我看到她写关于我的事时，
我才赫然发现，原来我在她的心里还蛮重要的。
她把我的最爱写在那篇文章里面，
害我觉得还蛮感动的，差点掉泪了。。。。。。
我非常地感谢她，在我失落时，无助时，陪在我身边；
高兴时陪我大笑，伤心时陪我掉泪。

她在我心中，也是不容忽视的一位朋友。
所以，我把这篇献给她，希望她快乐。
请你记得，我们的故事不能忘，太多的回忆和希望。。。

给她。。。。。

2005-02-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

这是从王力宏的《心中的日月》专辑里摘下来的一首歌，
名为Forever Love。

代替她的他送给她，虽然我不理解这里面的事，也不理解他对她的感情，
但是，看过她给我看他给她的简讯，我觉得，我得直觉是对的。

Forever Love
爱你，不是因为你的美而已，
我越来越爱你，每个眼神触动我的心，
因为你让我看见Forever, 才了解自己，
未来这些日子，要好好珍惜。

爱我，有些痛苦，有些不公平，
如果真的爱我，不是理所当然的决定，
感到你的呼吸在我耳边，像微风神奇，
温柔的安抚，我的不安定。

所以我要，每天研究你的笑容， Oo, 多么自然。

Forever Love, Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会是所有，幸福的理由。

爱情，是场最美最远的旅行，
沿途路尽泥泞，偶尔阻碍我们的前进，
感到你的体温在我怀里，像阳光和煦，
巧妙的融化，我的不安定。

不可思议，证明我爱你的理由
Ooh, 多么自然。

Forever Love, Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会是所有，幸福的理由。

你感动的眼睛，我沉默的声音，
仿佛就是最好的证明，就让我再说一次，
I Love You, 直到永远。

Forever Love, Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你，
从今以后，你会是所有，幸福的理由。

Forever Love, Forever Love, Forever Love

新年新希望

2005-02-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

呵呵，新的一年又到咯！
祝大家新年进步，万事如意啦。。。。

你们有啥愿望呢？
学生应该都是，学业进步，名列前茅，不要“肥佬”吧。
打工的呢，就会想，步部高升，万事如意，不要“鱿鱼”咯。
生意人呢，就会要，生意兴隆，蒸蒸日上，不要“打蚊”。

Mmm......
再来么，情侣们都回想，甜甜蜜蜜，永浴爱河，不要“锭褒”（分手）
父母们望子成龙，望女成凤，孩子千万不要“又龙又凤”（又聋又疯）
孩子们希望红包多多，新衣多多，“猪肉”千万不要多多。（因为“藤条闷猪肉”）

在这里希望大家，
新年进步，事事顺利，笑口常开，家肥屋润。

有人了解我吗？？？？

2005-02-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

我有时候真的怀疑，我在我的圈子里是透明的吗？
我，成绩考得好，未必会称赞，其实是不会被称赞。
我，表现的出色，是理所当然的。
我，一切所作所为，是必然的。

我不是要人人看了我都称赞我。
而是，当我觉得压力，透不过气时，
有人在我身边支持我，鼓励我，安慰我，开导我。
难道这是件困难的事吗？

我又一位老师说过，知心朋友要在求学时期寻找的。
我很庆幸，在我的中学生亚的最后一段路，
我有她们相伴，陪我走完这条崎岖的路。
他们，往往比家人来的亲切，
比爱人来的亲密，
比自己了解自己。

真的，很庆幸，
有你们在我左右，
我真得很感动。