矛盾-ing

現在好矛盾哦!!怎麽辦呢?

想打工,可是打工了,就沒得好好玩,好好休息。。。
想休息,可是沒打工,就沒有錢花,沒有錢玩。。。
啊!!!AN JUA HOR???
who can gimme any suggestion??
To work or not to work, that's my problem!!

Vacation.....

Recently, i feel like wanna go for a vacation so eagerly... I doesn't know why i have this kind of feeling... maybe I've been working and studying for one and a half year non-stop.. to me, going to KL for a vacation is now a nightmare... there's nothing much in KL actually.... the shop there are the same with what i have i Penang, and those I cant find in Penang, i will never put a step in it... lolx..

There are a few location that I hope to go..
1. Langkawi - although it has not much to play, but it's nearer and i haven't been there after 3 years old i think... I dun even have any idea that i went there before....
2. Redang - a place quite far from me... with nice beach and wonderful view.. jz think of snorkeling and music party there makes me feel so enjoy.. sobs...
3. Singapore - another place that i hope to go, but not that eagerly.. hohoho... maybe is i dun like the pace of the place kut... too fast and too hurry... (plus a long bus trip there, torturing!!)
4. Hattyai - best place for shopping.. cheap things and nice product there.... but not that relaxing too~~

I wanna find kaki to teman me lah!! who wanna follow me for vacation?? Cameron highlands oso can.. i dun mind oso.. jz that i can find a place to relax myself and have a break neh!!

My 21st Bday

today is my BIG day!! 21st bday... but i dont feel anything excited or happy about it....
i was in health centre 3 days before that and have my drip....

And i am suffering with measles all over me.... those small little red rashes makes me cant eat many things..... before that i was looking forward on my bday as i wanted to eat seafood for a long time d... but this stupid rashes make me cant even have my simple bday dinner...

my whole day was staying at home doing my chemistry lab report... aihzz...
the 1st thing after u woke up is to swallow a capsule of snake's gall.. next is eat porridge and drink herbal tea.... finally in the evening, my sis went to buy a cake for me and that is the only thing that make me feel i was celebrating my BDAY... aihzz

I feel that no one else can have such an unforgettable 21st birthday as I had!! T_T