Still awake... doesnt know what to do so i opened up my report thinking of continuing it....

Feels hard to be understand... I mean myself... Cos I dont understand myself as well..

Gotta get some break somewhere....

P/S: work doesnt make me depress... It helps me out of depression.. hahahahaha... sounds like a workaholic?? I'm not... Just trying to escape from something else so i bump into work... ^^ (and there's money after work!! >.<)

I think I really need to find a psychiatrist to have a good talk.... I felt that i'm more n more abnormal now... @@ any suggestion??

最近找不到平衡點，大家認爲的小事，我都可以不平衡上很長一段時間。。。
到底我是怎麽了？？
我自己也不懂。。。就讓我這樣，慢慢的尋找自己的平衡吧。。。