開學前夕~~

最近蠻忙的。。。舉辦了燒烤會、去上了三天的班。。。上個星期就這樣無聲無息的消失了。。。
不過,好家在,又去了趟泰國。。。不過只是去買一些東西罷了。。。

不知不覺,一個多月的假期就快結束了,2009年也快結束了。。。回顧一下今年做了些什麽吧~~

1. 打工!今年滿多的時間花在打工上。。。賺來的錢??花光咯~~每星期都回家的花費,還有自己像獎賞自己的東西,這樣的花費,不過分吧~~嘻嘻^^
2. 上課!我的天兒啊~~成績越來越差。。。沒眼看!下學期要加油咯!!希望可以不用換貸款!!乾巴爹~

除了以上的兩個東西,想不出今年做了什麽!!哈哈哈~~
不過很感謝主,在我需要工作時,有工作。。。我覺得我蠻得天獨厚的說~~~呼呼~~阿門!

奇怪的感覺。。。。

這個假期,好奇怪哦!!! 也說不出個所以然來,但是就是很奇怪!!!
我是不用打工沒錯,生活是很輕鬆也沒錯,但是有好多無形的怪感覺。。。。
到底我是怎麽了呢?!!?!
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~~~~~~~~~~~

愛情??

到底什麽是愛情呢?

有人覺得,愛情就是要轟轟烈烈,愛到死去活來。不在乎天長地久,只在乎曾經擁有的戀愛,對很多年輕、血氣方剛的少年少女們,是必然的。就算以後愛變成了恨,他們也無怨無悔。

有人覺得,愛情就是要細水長流,一起長長久久。對他們而言,很多事只要忍一忍、等一等,捱到結婚,那麽事情就會有轉彎的餘地。可是,忍了以後,我們看到的,是離婚、家暴以及一段又一段的婚外情。

有人認爲,另一半必須與自己匹配,門當戶對。只要有些人不符合自己的條件,或覺得他配不上自己,就把人家抛棄。到頭來,得到的是騷擾,更嚴重的事情殺!

有人認爲,另一半必須有錢。如果是男的,那麽就可以少奮鬥二十年;如果是女的,那麽就可以當少奶奶,每天過著瘋狂血拼、美容、享受的日子。(我認爲是廢人)

有的人認爲,另一半必須有樣子,帶出門才不會失禮。帥哥美女在這個年代十分的吃香,可那些長相平凡的人呢?不是被當“豬扒”、“恐龍妹”,就是“宅男”,“囧”。唉,真悲哀。。。

有些人會在年輕時,認爲男女朋友應該黏在自己的身邊。只要奪命追魂“call”后沒回應,就吵吵嚷嚷,閙分手。你可知,他們在為你們的未來打拼呢?如果年輕時不努力,老的時候,你們又再爲了困苦的生活而爭吵。。。是不是很矛盾呢?

可能你們看了,會覺得:“你又不是身在其中,講得甚是輕鬆啦。。。”但是,在戀愛的過程中,各個往往都是盲目的。所謂:旁觀者清。在未開始一段戀愛前,大家最好先考慮了所有的因素,才決定再不在一起。只有理智的戀愛,才會有幸福快樂的未來。。。祝大家幸福!!

人生無常。。。

最近,雖然自己過得很平靜,但是突然間發覺,好多朋友身邊、四周,都發生了不如意的事。。。

從看到資深演員陳鴻烈過世的消息,媽媽身體有些異樣,姐妹淘忽然很失落,到好友父親不舒服,這一切的一切,都象徵人生無常。。。有誰會永遠快樂呢?有誰會永遠健康呢?有誰會指導下一秒會發生什麽呢?

看過了《2012》,突然間,我被點醒了。人生就不過是短短幾十年,一眨眼我也渾渾噩噩過了二十年。。。現在的我,只希望自己可以知足,把握現在,珍惜所擁有的一切。。。就算是世界末日來臨,我也不會有任何後悔。而且,我現在正讓自己投入主的懷抱,希望主的恩典會臨在我家。。。

朋友們,有什麽,都可以來找我傾訴。。。雖然我並不會是一個最好的開導者,不過,我會盡力當一個好的聆聽者。。。我也不懂的安慰別人的話,只是想在這裡,希望大家一切安好。。。


New Hair Colour

Jz went to have my new colour... like it so much!! hehe


Da jie n me!!

Dajie


mom's "bao jou por" look

Outing~~

Yesterday went to redbox wif my honey, laogong, pei fen n ming yeh, and it was fun!
such a long time din siao wif my beloved friends liao.. hehehe....

we sang a lot of sampat songs, do a lot of sampat things together.. wahahaha.. so enjoy... i'm looking forward of our next outing leh!!

p/s: all pics dun have fen... cos she was playing kids' block.. lolx

流星雨。。。

本來還蠻期待這場流星雨的說。。。可是,人算不如天算,天算不如不用算,雲層好厚哦!還以爲晚上下了一場雨,天空會晴朗的說。。。

從12時開始等到現在,似乎看不到腦海裏的畫面。。。偶爾有看到類似流星的物體,卻又懷疑是不是眼花了。。。我從天空是藍的,看到慢慢的變成橙色(光害反射在雲層上)。不眠的夜,等到的卻是無情的坏天氣T_T。。。

沒有度過這個夜晚,我還不知道原來檳城的光害是那麽的嚴重。整個城市在夜裏不是黑漆漆,而是橘橙色的。。。或許這就是城市的小孩的天空吧~

廢日子~~



這幾天的生活還蠻廢的。。。每天吃飽睡,睡飽吃。。。上網、看電視。。。要不然,趴趴走!!本來還想找份兼職的說。。。問了幾份,都沒消沒息的,有點兒放棄了說。。。
今天心血來潮,拍了幾張照。。。不好意思啦,房間滿亂的!打掃得FEEL還沒來。。哈哈哈~

1st outing nite...

Finally i went out at nite.... lol...
for those who know me well, i've never been at outside at nite since around 10pm till 130am... break my record looo`~~

It's all bcos of YOU -- Yuh fen, Koh lee n Seang...
i really had a great time chatting wif u guys, such a fun ler....
it's been a long time we din gather together liao, since that time we went for dinner at 白雲山...
a relaxing chat is better den lots of entertainment...

Now, i'm looking forward of our K-date... hope to meet u guys soon!!!!

Another 14 hours.....

It's just left 4 hours to my lunch, 6 hours to my final paper, 9 hours to take bus and 14 hours to reach home.. I din really pay attention on my final paper d, as it really have too many holidays in between.. BTW, there are more n more "tips" coming out and i dun feel like wanna study other things ady.. huhu

Finally, today is my last day in my room in this semester... i found out that i din really stay at my room for so long leh! since last fri till now.. OMG... but it's a nice feel as i jz have to wait for my lunch n dinner time everyday.. hahaha

The followings are things that i packed...




These are the small part of my huge storage in uni... lolx..












I have no mood to do anything else now except sitting down and wait for holidays to come...

my dear frens, HAPPY HOLIDAYS~~

Sleepless nite...

CANT sleep at all.. sobs...
now only i realize i lost my MP3 player.. gosh
i cant even recall back when was the last time i saw it....
hate that i cant find my things leh... make me insomnia.. sien niah.... T_T

矛盾-ing

現在好矛盾哦!!怎麽辦呢?

想打工,可是打工了,就沒得好好玩,好好休息。。。
想休息,可是沒打工,就沒有錢花,沒有錢玩。。。
啊!!!AN JUA HOR???
who can gimme any suggestion??
To work or not to work, that's my problem!!

Vacation.....

Recently, i feel like wanna go for a vacation so eagerly... I doesn't know why i have this kind of feeling... maybe I've been working and studying for one and a half year non-stop.. to me, going to KL for a vacation is now a nightmare... there's nothing much in KL actually.... the shop there are the same with what i have i Penang, and those I cant find in Penang, i will never put a step in it... lolx..

There are a few location that I hope to go..
1. Langkawi - although it has not much to play, but it's nearer and i haven't been there after 3 years old i think... I dun even have any idea that i went there before....
2. Redang - a place quite far from me... with nice beach and wonderful view.. jz think of snorkeling and music party there makes me feel so enjoy.. sobs...
3. Singapore - another place that i hope to go, but not that eagerly.. hohoho... maybe is i dun like the pace of the place kut... too fast and too hurry... (plus a long bus trip there, torturing!!)
4. Hattyai - best place for shopping.. cheap things and nice product there.... but not that relaxing too~~

I wanna find kaki to teman me lah!! who wanna follow me for vacation?? Cameron highlands oso can.. i dun mind oso.. jz that i can find a place to relax myself and have a break neh!!

My 21st Bday

today is my BIG day!! 21st bday... but i dont feel anything excited or happy about it....
i was in health centre 3 days before that and have my drip....

And i am suffering with measles all over me.... those small little red rashes makes me cant eat many things..... before that i was looking forward on my bday as i wanted to eat seafood for a long time d... but this stupid rashes make me cant even have my simple bday dinner...

my whole day was staying at home doing my chemistry lab report... aihzz...
the 1st thing after u woke up is to swallow a capsule of snake's gall.. next is eat porridge and drink herbal tea.... finally in the evening, my sis went to buy a cake for me and that is the only thing that make me feel i was celebrating my BDAY... aihzz

I feel that no one else can have such an unforgettable 21st birthday as I had!! T_T

Microbes ah microbes~~

My goodness.... I think i'm gonna crazy d... dis few days keep on doing microbe report and assignments.... i've come over with many diff species and genus and strains and family and many effects of these microorganisms.. Those scientific names, terms, that is hard to pronounce and spell, I have ady face them for 2 days ady...
I really dun understand why on earth there are so many diff types of microbes, and they are mutating each and everyday to create diff strains. juz for E coli, there are many strains of them.. gosh...

MICROBES!! you guys are really irritating.. Nt only cause stupid diseases but also make me have to do alot of work jz bcos of u!!!

Sweet Holiday

Finally, my official holiday has come.. huhu.... last holiday was a mess... done nth and it's very rush... dis time i can fully enjoy my holiday ady...

Actually about my holiday, it's more to lepak at home than enjoying, bt to me it's really an enjoyment lepak-ing at home... facing my computer, watching dramas, sleeping on my bed, reading my comics, watching my hubby's dvd.. huhu... damn nice la!

Ask me about my plannings in holiday? NOTHING... except for gathering on wed nite... huhu
jz a simple bbq steamboat dinner together wif some frens, nth more... Bday party? canceled lur.. no ppl wanna come ma... who ask me so "hak yan jang" wor... hahahah......

btw, dis holiday will not be very enjoyable too... my younger sis so damn kacau..... aihzz... plus my father so damn noisy... feel so sien lah~~ jz pretend i heard nth, saw nth lor.... blind n deaf myself dis week... jz listen to leehom's songs and watch his mv or concert will do.. huhuhu...

that all for my holiday ler... mayb will update here if i got any extra functions... sweet holiday to myself... muaksss

I'm a selfish gal!!! Dun ever ask for my help anymore if u cant tahan my temper!!!

I alwiz hate to be helpful.... I'm a typical libra gal, that i dun like things that i've done has no repay...
That's the reason y i dun like to ask for help, because i dun wanna hutang anyone else...

I really hate that ppl keep asking me this and that when those things are supposed to be their job.. The moment i have the free time to rest, and ppl will start come and kacau me... it's irritating!!!
I dun like to do things that are too sudden and without any planning.. I hate last minute job, i hate those stupid things!!!! HATE!!!

The thing i hate the most is, i help ppl out of generosity, that is nt really wat i alwiz do, bt ppl nt only din thank me, summore come n blame me for nt doing extra for them... It's really FXXX!!! WTH!!! why i keep met this kind of ppl in UNI!! i hate to face these kind of ppl la!!! why must i help them? it's nt my job and i have to be blamed!!! i really dun like unfair things!! It's better that i let ppl think that i'm a super duper selfish gal rather than i helped out and get nth back! I dun hope for any thank bt at least, show ur appreciation!! i'm nt necessary to help out k!!

I AM A SELFISH GAL!! KEEP AWAY FROM ME, THANKS!!

The weekend without going home~~~

Last weekend, i had my microbiology test on friday night.. this is the main reason i have to stay at kl for the week.
After test, my bro fetched me to his house and we watch drama and so our own stuff.. until almost 4am only we started to go to bed...
the next morning, i was awaken by the msg tone which the msg was from Digi... It's irritating and i cant sleep back... started to do my stuff, bath and so on, i woke my bro at 135pm.. den we went to mid valley to buy the concert ticket..
after that, we went for a movie - laughing gor... damn nice, although i was so sleepy at that time bt still it makes me feel nice..
after dinner, we rest at his home for a while and started to tidy up his room... it took us about 3-4 hours to clean his tiny room.. it's very tiring.. den we went to mamak for supper until around 130am.
as soon as we reached his home, i terus fall asleep as i was really tired ady.. the next morning, both of us slept until noon only we went to one-u for lunch, after that we shopped for a while and back home.. after that, he sent me back uni and that was my lousy weekend....

感觸。。。

看了TVBS新聞,突然間我發現,我真的真得很幸福。。。

小林村,一夜之間夷爲平地。。。只剩下兩棟房子。。。
小林國小,柑仔店都不見了。。。
400名罹難者。。。一家30幾口,一眨眼間不見了。。。
8月8日,大夥兒開開心心回家過爸爸節,誰知道,這趟旅程,一去不返?
這些新聞,看了連我都淚流滿面。。。。

我真得很幸福,可以坐在家裏,看這些報道。。。
他們連自己的親人身在何處,是生還是死都不曉得。。。
我還可以窩在媽媽身旁,
他們連至親的聲音都沒有機會聽到了。。。
真得很可憐。。。。

希望他們可以儘快恢復。。。我也不懂身在這裡的我可以幫上什麽忙,唯有為他們祈禱,希望主可以幫助他們渡過難關。。。

臺灣的朋友們,加油加油加油!!!

I had a bad day.....

13/8... BLACK THURSDAY

1st of all... morning woke up kinda late cos last nite study till zzz....
den rush to test without having meal...
after test, took breakfast n went to lab to count microbes.....
finish counting time, ady late to class... but lecturer jz started.. tot we are so lucky... manatau!!!
after 10 minutes, lecturer say today until here... SWEAT!... early noe dun wan go d la....
den tutorial class time clash again wif my class...
after that, stil okie, until processing lab....
until 6pm stil havent finish, beh tahan , terus run back n pack n go...
SO LUCKILY, i left my purse in hostel.. KNS...
have to sit one whole round of bus to get back kolej....
den my fren sent me to ktm station, my tng card gt prob pulak...
really pek chek...
at last, i manage to back pg oso.... TIRING man..... bt so sweet to be at home ^^

Missing him.....

yesterday on my way back to kl, I was listening to his songs....
until i heard that song "Girlfriend", it reminded me about him....
it reminded me the moment he sang that song... b4 that, he asked who wanna be his gf... i lost my control and shouted loudly i want.. hahaha....
Suddenly, i missed him....
He's so charming, talented and his voice, seems like can pass through my heart...
i'm hoping to c him again la.... hehehe... when he wanna come wor.... miss him so much la~~~ T_T

家,最温暖的港湾 - quote from www.kwongwah.com.my

家,最温暖的港湾

二零零九年三月六日 下午十二时十八分

文:粉红天蝎

“如果你未曾尝试,你什么也得不到;但是如果你愿意尝试,或许你可以用另外一种角度来看待事物。”在游说我调职的过程中,经理这么对我说。

“别犹疑了,在总部肯定有更好的发展。”她继续说。

就这样,我接受考验,把生活从北马移到了中马。

“去吧,工作重要,忙的话就不必常常回来啦。”临别,习惯了每个星期见到我的母亲这么说。

“我会每两个星期回来看您,这是我对您的承诺。”我给她一个拥抱。

我心里明白,这更是我对自己的承诺。

如今, 调职到首都年多了,我仍然遵守当初许下的诺言。

每两个双周休,我总是风雨不改,来回十个小时的车程返乡看她。

“哎,周末有什么节目?”同事甲问。

“我买了票回家。”我答。

“什么?你又回家?你前两个星期不是才回去吗?”只见她瞪大了眼。

“路途那么遥远,你都不会累吗?”同事乙接腔。

“回得那么勤,该不会是把情人给藏在家乡吧?”同事丙语带调侃。

刚到首都的那段日子,每当我说起返乡,同事们总用不可思议的表情盯着我。他们都住得比我近,可是却很少回家;偶尔,我倒觉得自己有点像外星人般,与他们格格不入,还曾经为那些调侃而耿耿于怀。

“你又回家喔?多好啊!这是一件值得骄傲的事,你应该为自己仍坚守诺言而喝彩,又何必在意别人的话语呢?”好友这么告诉我。

对于我来说,家是最温暖的港湾,母亲的笑脸,是我最美好的幸福,别人怎么想,根本就微不足道。

后来的某一天,同事甲对我说:“说起来惭愧,我住得比你近,回家还不比你勤。”

“这里是关键。”我将手摆在心口上,对她说。这次,她点头附和。

有本杂志,叫《漂亮家居》;里头有这么一句:“你可以走出房子,但你总要回家。”

我总觉得这句话很贴切,不管走得多远,家,始终是旅人温暖靠岸的港湾;家,犹如汪洋中的灯塔,为我们指引回家的方向。

可以回家,绝对是幸福的。


回家的十大理由!!!

1。 可以吃美食。

2。 可以看电视。

3。 可以省钱(因为去哥哥家花很多)。。。

4。 可以充电。。。

5。 可以追星。。。

6。 可以迟睡。。。

7。 不用对着不想对的人。。。

8。 没那么压力。。。

9。 可以睡自己的床。。。

10。 最重要的,可以窝在妈妈身边。。。

Moodless day... T_T

Later have to go back to that dangerous, horrible, infectious jail ady... T_T

One week of holiday really can make ppl bcome more n more lazy...
lazy to go back, lazy do homework (lab reports, tutorials), lazy to attend classes... gosh~~

this week's holiday, what have i did??

ok.. 1st of all, tues reach pg, started to watch 败犬女王。。。my goodness, Leslie Sung.... so yeng.. although 小天 oso nt bad.. huhu....
thurs noon, went to redbox wif my honey n lao po...
sunday, went to see Moses Chan n 关菊英...
These were my holiday activities... Nth else.. huhu...
Took a photo with Jentzen.... He's nice n friendly....
and now, i'm going back to uni without studying anything...
Dunno how to die d.. lolx

Pls wish me luck!!! add oil gal~~~

20嵗又10個月的生日

眨眼間,我已經活了20年又10個月啦~~

20年,說長不長,說短不短。。。
二十年内,
上了幼稚園、小學、中學、中六、大學。。。
考了四次的政府考試,考了四次的電單車駕照,考了一次的汽車駕照。。。
做了三份part time工。。。
談了一次戀愛。。。
去了一趟香港。。。
朋友,說多不多,說少,又不覺得少。。。
但是,聊得來的算多,談得了心事的,卻寥寥無幾。。。

有人說,二十嵗的人生,是最燦爛的。。。
對我而言,不過如此而已。。。

今天是我20嵗又10個月的生日,祝我生日快樂!!
倒數兩個月,就是我的21嵗生日噢~~~
想好要買些什麽給我吧!!!哈哈哈~~~

糊裏糊塗的假期。。。。。

星期二,
一如往常的八點起身,沖涼、洗衣、刷牙、洗臉。。。

九點鐘,
和秀麗碧慧到餐廳吃早餐,一分蛋治加teh tarik。。。
享受完早餐,到dk準備上課。。。

九點四十分,
抵達dk。。。

十點鐘,
進dk等講師進來。。。

十點三十分,
講師沒到,同學陸續離開。。。

十一點三十分,
我們大夥兒到old flat吃午餐。。。

十二點十五分,
抵達tutorial room。。。
等待的同時,被蚊子叮了好多。。。

一點鐘,
進tutorial,阿嬌看到蚊子的叮痕,說了一句:UPM要關了,因爲蚊子過多。。哈哈哈。。。

一點五十分,
tutorial 完畢,搭巴士到fac。。。

兩點鐘,
Dr. Karim 進來,準備開始 LAB...

兩點三十分,
Dr. Karim 叫我們停止一切活動,盡可能不要聚在一起。。。

三點鐘,
UPM 正式宣佈關閉。。。

四點鐘,
從宿舍離開,到FBMK等巴士。。。

五點鐘,
等的不耐煩,截一輛計程車到pudu

六點半,
上巴士,回檳城。

十一點,
到檳城。。。

我的期中假期,就這樣糊裏糊塗的開始了。。。。。

Reborn of my blogspot.....

hoho.. it's 4 years back when i use this account... seems like many ppl starting to use back blogspot, den i decide to turn it on again.... i'm going to import some of my blog in windows live space to here..... c ya~~