I'm blogging as usual, even though i'll be having my test 2 and a half hours later...

Weird?

I dont feel so.... because this is the time i feel really relax...
need not to face people, need not to face book, need not to read anything,
just clear out wastes from my mind...
(argh.. talking about exams again.... waste management)

really feel that this subject is so broad....
lots to study but lots not studied.....
lots to memorise but lots not memorized...
lots to understand but lots not understood....
lots of lots, and lots of lots....

CRAPING again... ^^

btw, still feel sleepy now... has been awake since 6am this morning... have to tahan till 10++ or maybe 11++ tonight... but after tonight, i'll be feeling more relax..?!?!
hahaha....
nth special, just another craping before having exams.....
blah blah blah....

I think this is the semester that i updated my blog most often... hahaha
why? because i'm too free!!
Not going home, not going brother's place.....
Just in hostel...
Nothing to do, crap here...
Well, nobody can stop me from what i wanna post here rite?? hahahaha

This is the 10th week of my semester, and i can really feel what people mean by TIME FLIES...
never felt semester's going to end that fast....
at least, not for my previous year....

Having 2 papers this week and 4 papers the following week, but still lengang lengang....
not that i'm genius, just that feel tired keep looking at the notes...
hahahaha... nvm, u wanna say i'm genius it's up to u...
Learning not to care too much about what other people talk... they're just too free to comment on my personality, and i shud treat it in a positive way... (at least i'm worth to be gossip of)...
lol...

Lately there are some special feelings surrounding me, making my mood same as the weather here.... It looks sunny, but rains suddenly.. ^_^.. v_v..

nothing~~ just CRAP~~ hahahaha...

This shud be my "best" semester gua....
7 subjects in this semester, with 17 credit hours....
(sounds nice rite? but too many subjects will cause many assignments to be settled..)

and out of these 7 subjects' assignments, my tasks are as below:
4001 - presentation
4821 - presentation
4914 - presentation
4825 - presentation
3113 - presentation

such a "nice~~~~~~" job to be done....
just take it as a challenge to train myself for my "target"... ^^
God bless me...

終于收拾心情了。。。
可能是昨晚睡得比較足了，今天還蠻有元氣的說~~~元気!!

比較有讀書和上課的心情了。。。
畢竟，下星期有三科，一科都還沒有讀到的說~~
加油吧~
用FT Island的青春能量激發我的鬥志！！아자 아자 파이팅~~

第一天，第一堂。。。
又提考試。。。不過是下星期二。。。
可是。。。還沒讀到。。。
假期前，才考完。。。假期時，才拿到成績。。。假期后，又在考。。。

心情，還是很混亂。。。
不懂怎麽形容，不過。。。就是沒讀書的mood啦！
還是得收拾心情，乖乖讀書啊~~不然，夢想就會破滅了。。。

加油。。。我知道我可以。。。我也只能可以。。。
撐下去。。。

好想找一個，沒有人認識的地方，自己一個，自由自在的走在大街，也沒有人理我。。。
應該是需要沉靜一下心情吧。。。

今天。。。很空白。。。

可是，要給自己掌聲鼓勵鼓勵。。。。
我竟然。。。沒哭！！哈哈哈哈。。。
還以爲在巴士站會哭得稀里嘩啦的。。
殊不知，沒感覺。。。
這，是長大的症狀嗎？
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我在笑
每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样
用同样的表情
傻傻的笑著
日复一日
你今天过得好吗
也交了很多朋友
因为太痛  漫长的一天很快就过去了
有了新的爱人
和你很像的人
虽然很抱歉  看著她
回忆著你
我在笑
每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都在笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样  用同样的表情
傻傻的笑著 和她笑著
也有很多新的兴趣
和她一起
所有和你经历过的事
也和她一起去经历
她爱著我
爱著我
她说喜欢我的笑脸
爱著一个很坏的人
她不知道我的心
我在笑

每天都在笑
因为怕眼泪会掉下来
就这样每天都笑著
就像有著笑脸的人偶一样  用同样的表情
就这样傻傻的笑著
我的心忘不了你
就算为此受到惩罚
我的心里还是放不开你
虽然在笑
却每天都在哭
没有人知道
就这样每天哭著
隐藏的悲伤会泄漏吗
知道我在笑吗
像人偶一样 

This holiday is quite fun~~

Within 12 hours after my arrival at Penang for my holiday,
I had my lovely trip to Hatyai... ^^

Honestly, at first I didn't feel anything special on my trip...
upon arrival, I shopped like sampat gal~~ wahahahaha...
okay okay... let me brief about the trip...

first of all, woke up at 5am, took bus at 630am... the bus go fetch other ppl... round n round...
reached Malaysia custom around 10am... and it goes quite smooth when we pass by Malaysian custom....
Next, Thailand stop.... Erm... it took us around 2 hours just to pass the border... Traffic jam and also waiting for other ppl.... then, we masuk Thailand lo~~

1st stop, makan chicken rice... erm... the rice is nice but the chicken... i feel our hainamese chicken rice more tasty... ^^den, head to our hotel...
not very nice and big, but clean enuf...
And, due to we didnt go for a super long time, we didnt realised that, the plug for charging is just 2-pinned... haiz... gotta ask for adapter...

went to Lee-Garden's shopping mall... and ate something special and tasty...
Waffle.... but taste like mua chee... super yummy

after that, we went to the floating market.... but RAIN... T.T
didnt really enjoy it... but stil happy...next... went to makan at songkhla... University of Songkhla, if u saw it, u will feel so paiseh to show our university to others lar!!!

and this is just their convention center....
The next day, makan @ McD... Sawadeekha~~ ate pork burger.... yum yum~~


other places, din mention cos no picture la~~ hahaha... but is nice to shop there~~

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16th of September, Malaysia Day....

530am, depart from home....
and, halfway, super hungry... Ate Mc D breakfast..
Autocity Mc D... i think i went too early... they gimme Mc Egg Muffin with chicken slice without the chicken slice... OMG... speechless... my sis went to claim back my lost chicken for me... hahahahaha...

den, continue our journey to IPOH.... ate fohsan dimsum, but all of us are too full with Mc D breakfast, but still ate a lot~~


next station, Taiping go buy "huan chu leng" dunno how to say in english.. but it's a kind of bun with kaya inside... tasty man~~ ^^

after that, went to makan crab porridge at Nibong Tebal.... nice food, but too many lalat there...


our trip ended too early.... due to my sis sick jor.. T.T
and now... i feel sick oso.. T.T

But my holiday can consider as -- fruitful and happy!!

I really feel that i'm more n more bcoming a LIBRA person....
LAZY!! hahahahaha

my laziness is not just about my studies, my assignments or reports, but also
laziness in maintaining relationships....

sometimes i really feel that, i'm so stup that i treat others as my BEST, but i feel they treat me like NOTHING.... really sam sui..... *kiang*....

relationships really like playing the Sims.... if u din let ur sims keep contact with others, they will bcom acquaintance..... juz like what i feel now..... try to think urself, if u r the person that everytime u have to approach others, and they give u no response... the fire in ur heart to maintain that relationship will deplete lar~~ and now, this is what i feel... zzzzzz..........

k lar... time to work on my assignments....
Jiaying... we sama sama DIE lur~~~ T.T
Sheryl, kar yau ah!!
(others, dun blame me for not mentioning u guys here, cos u guys nvr come to my blog.. ISHH)

With love,
Sues~~