Change new blogskin
change new mood
but still, no study mood...

Extremely cold this few days, making me feel like sleeping non-stop...
but now, really gotta start study ady... Best luck for myself!!

Miserable feeling attacked me again...
I know it's not my fault mainly,
but it's because of the that cause this problem too....

I don't know how to face them, and how to face myself...
It's a stupid mistake I've made....

Whatever, just try to think positively....
Hope for the best is the only thing I can do now...
(although it's hard to do so)

丟了。。。
連帶的感情也應該隨著它走了。。。
之前或許還有些些留念。。。
從今而後，不再懷念。。。

了結了。。。
早該發生的事終于發生了。。。
所有的厄運從今消失。。。
明天過後，新的開始。。。

別在緬懷過去，因爲過去已成定局。。。
現在展望未來，未來還有無限期許！！！

加油淑姍。。。
懷著感恩的心，對待世上每一個回憶。。。

Firstly, let me Praise my lovely God first.. without God's guidance, I wont be able to be so happy now... Amen!!

and now, let me share with you why i'm super duper happy now!!
I've get my internship!!
hahahaha

it was at the moment i wanted to call a company, and when i checked my mail's junk box,
IT"S THERE!!!
I'm so damn excited until i didnt ask about working days, working hour and the most important, my PAY...
but even there's no pay, i'll still work there... It's bcos they accept me!! Got taste!! hahaha

and i am still hyper-ing till now... hohohoho
dunno how to express my happiness... just YA, HAPPY!!!

and to my frens, thanks for ur greetings~ ^^

This morning was super duper so damn horrible!!!!

At 1st, i was so steady that i feel i wont be called to present about my group's report.
and when time passes, the feeling of kena lottery came to my mind, and

OLA CALLED MY NAME, asking me,
Lim Sue Shan, why are you always doing timekeeper job??
GOSH, luckily my brain was awake at that time, and i answered, because i have stopwatch with me...
1st round "ding ding ding" Sue WINS

next, he continued to torture me....
and my hand was shaking, no matter holding mic, or holding papers...
SHAKE IT bABY~~ really scary la...
Explain what you've did in spray drying experiment..
Gosh... Squeezed out what i've read yest and blah everything out...
he continued to torture me with some questions that i didnt know what is his main point of his question!! lolx. and i pass that bomb to kx... sorry man... cos this report's result is done by u~~

Luckily, he didnt manage to ruin our san fu report... Thanks God!! hahaha..

I think he dun like timekeepers...
cos yeeying oso kena asked alot of question jz bcos she's timekeeper...
KNS, go sue u ah!!! Timekeeper for sure dunno how to do work meh!!!

but anyway, i dun have to panic anymore next week... hahahaha yay~~~

Internship is still a mystery to me...
No replies, no references, know nothing....
Just hope for the best now...

God gave me this problem is to hope that i can overcome these obstacles.. I believe...
Just remain believe in God will do..
Praise ye the Lord.. Amen...

Yippie... Hurray.... YAHOO~~ FUYOH~~

Exam's finish d~~~ but..... tonnes of assignments to be done... issh!!!
and many ppl still owe me their assignments!!!
hahahaha.... not to scold u guys, jz a reminder... pls send me ur assignments asap oh~ =D
hehehe....

okay.. now time for assignments!! hwaiting~~

Totally collapse...
Physically collapse due to yesterday's incident...
Mentally collapse due to today's examination...
GOD!!!

Totally disappointed....
No eye see anymore....
just like what my sister told me, and what my dad always sing...
Let it be, Let it be, Let it be, Let it be....
Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be~~

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When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

First of all, thanks boys and gals for "conteng" my birthday card....
really appreciate it... ^^
and specially for jiaying: thanks for doing the card for me... love it!!

Few more days to step into my 22nd year of life in this world, and i'm really happy to be with what i have now...
a warm family, a group of nice friends and coursemates, cute colleagues and much more...
to every single person i know in this world, thanks for making me myself... ^^

22nd... life seems to be just starting and yet, how many 22 years more for me??
Still not having any success now, but i hope i wont need to wait another 22 year to succeed....


To GOD, thanks for bringing me to this world, giving me everything i have now and always be with me whenever i'm weak, fear and down... Amen....
To dad and mom, thanks for bringing me to this world and take good care of me for these 20+ years.. I love mom and dad!!

To my siblings, although u guys always bullied me, but without this, we wont be that close and sampat!! ^^

To my friends, thanks for being my friend.... Appreciate!!

To my colleagues, bila nak jumpa ni?? hahahaha....

My aim for this year, celebrate my birthday with the heart of appreciation... ^^