It has been quite a long time since my last post....
my current life is killing me... T.T

Not to mention about those crazy tests, reports and busy activities,
the other aspects are driving me crazy too!!!!

i was wondering those "kids" nowadays have any respects towards "elderly" like me...
Even u said tonnes of sorry after u accidentally "bang" him/her, they will give u their "KANASAI" face as their response... WTH!!! adik, tau tak macam ni banyak kurang ajar!!!

and, i really dunno izzit bcos of the effect of went home last weekend, start from this monday i feel that i'm totally not in a good condition for everything... aihzz... mayb i shud stay alone for some period of time.... (boys and gals, better dun kacau me if i seems quite lately... i need to be alone....)

life seems to be so hard when we grew up... i missed those sampat times in high school, busy comparing wif frens who finished her homework 1st, who get a better marks for certain test... although it's comparing, but no hard feelings after that... I am sure that this will never happened in my University life.... It's too realistic here....

It's time to stop blogging and continue to read those notes before i gotta go for meeting tonite... tmr will be a tough day for me......

It's my 3rd year liao!!! T.T
so old liao!!!
and yet, it's so tiring now....

yesterday reached room at 1130PM... and after bath and everything, it's 12am....
then started to settle my things to be done, and slept at 130am around that....
(sorry to my roommate.... mianhae~)

this morning woke up around 730am, and sorry to Jiaying, i have to be late for our date!! T.T
and went out to faculty at 830am until now.... so exhausted lar~~~

the 1st class, kena "brush" thiam thiam....
with the miscommunication, we went to the wrong lecture hall and when we move to the correct one, we kena brush lo~~ Dr.. we didnt want to waste ur time as well, we have wasted our time too....

then, thought of no labs on 1st week, we enjoyed our online time, manatau, kena called to attend lab to be divided into groups... and now, we are being seperated... aihzz....

and now, after those things, i'm super duper sleepy...zzzzzzz... my eyelids are closing now.. lolx...
what to do, class later on 5-7pm... i guess i'll be so tired every monday.... God, save me....

It's just my 1st day and i'm so tired... how am i going to suffer over this long semester without going back often?? Mommy~~~~~~ I'm missing you~~~~ just tahan niah lar.... got time online or sleep better la.. hahaha... ^^ Sue, FIGHTING~~~ GANBADE~~

these few weeks really tiring...
at the begining, i thought school holidays start, i can have more time to rest as i just work for morning shift...
MANATAU.............................

the third day of school holiday start, my grandmother admitted to the hospital..........
since that day onwards, i've started my super busy life...

morning: wake--> work--> back home lunch--> go hospital--> reach home around 230pm -->rest awhile --> go hospital again-->reach home around 730pm...

mayb to many ppl, it's jz a simple job, but can you imagine walking along the super LONG corridor, and walk up the stairs.... then, if you are "too early" (visiting time is 1pm and we reach there at 1259) you will be waiting for the guard (we call them "moon hau kau") to open the gate for u to go in... if u tell him/her, my watch shows 1pm ady, they will show u their LAME handphone and say --- SABARLAH AUNTY..... MASA TAK SAMPAI LAGI la... BISING~~.. after they syok, they will open the gate for u lo~~...

and if you stay there for too long (visiting hours until 2pm, they come halau orang at 1.55pm) kena halau pulak~~~ and when u walk pass him/her again to use the other door to go out, he/she will ask u again, PERGI MANA?? and my mom will answer --> BALIK LAH, pergi mane... ^^...

and my grandma is a very special old person... ^^... so... TIRING again...

In addition, working as a daycare teacher is a tiring job also... therefore, i'm totally exhausted these few weeks.... T.T... those children are so INNOCENT... they can write:

55sen = RM55.00... and i taught them hundreds of times they still did the same thing... it's nice to buy things from them~~ i jz pay 55sen i can get rm55 item... wahahahha!!!

and now, if anyone of you wanna ask me, since you're so tired, y dun u sleep or rest???
my answer:

IF I DONT ONLINE, I'LL GET CRAZY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hahaha...

my mom just ask me to sleep now, so... GOOD NITE~~~ ^^