boys and gals, if u feel that u drop money, u hurt ur finger those things are consider as bad luck, pls refer to my experience and u'll feel, WOW, i'm soooo lucky....

My black days starts from last thurs.... Everything was perfect....
Lab went off on time and i get bus ticket to back Penang.. Wow~~
reached home earlier than my plan and ate nice food.... WOW WOW...
and then, have my sweet sleep at 2am~~

suddenly.... "PIANG"
loud bang outside, and i tot it was just a dream...
and then, many talking voices there....
Our glass cabinet wif mom's collection of mugs and cups collapes and all the glass shredded all over the place..... and my dad started to vacuum the place.... MIDNITE... IT's MIDNITE....
omg... cant sleep....
so walk around, and so lucky, step on glass pieces, but din hurt my leg,
thinking that it was just sand, i swept it off using another leg, and hurt my left leg... *&$#(@*$@#)(...
After that, i stay awake till 5am only went back to my bed....

the next day, everything still nice... went for shopping and movie, back home happily.... and another nightmare started....
Reports got error!!~ "data edited"~~ 'shud we put this in??'....
scare me till i dare not switch on my phone and msn... (sorry man)...

and on Sat, mom told me to change the catridge of my printer, okay...
and the printer sot jor... keep ask me to put in catridge.. T.T.....

Sunday back to uni, on the bus, i realised that my Nintendo DS upper screen starts to "sot"... sometimes there will be no graphic show at all.... WTH...
back in my room, my uni printer spoilt too.. again, catridge problem... ARGH~!!
today, went to faculty tot wanna use fac's line to find journals... manatau, IP address conflict... cant use it... WALAO~~~

i wonder what will happen next.... T.T hopefully no more gadgets will be found rosak..pls... wa dah takda duit la!~!

I hate the times during tests and exams....

The whole kampung is holding notes which is far away from what i've studied and they have finished everything they shud do far before i started...

Actually I can just ignore anything happened in front of me, but then,
I cant control myself to feel bad about myself...

Doing nonsense like what i'm doing now, watching drama, sleeping, online chatting but not doing those things that i supposed to do... what kind of ppl am i?? soooooo uncontrolable!!! ishh!!

aiks... activities, reports and tests are kiling me... but they did not kill the laziness in me... how to overcome it?? even harsh heat treatment will never cure this disease in me.... so, juz sit down and rest in peace....

The emo feeling has been following me for a few days....
to those that kena shoot by me, SORRY.... I didnt meant to be so harsh...
but sometimes, i feel like so tension, and problems keep attacking me... this makes me super tired...
and unluckily, more problems attacked me, and those ppl who asked me some question, will kena shoot... paiseh paiseh... really Sorry...

It's never a easy job to work in team... especially large team...
many different ideas, different oppinions and will lead to many problems than...
It's not just about doing work...
In daily life, during communicating with others, this problems occurs too...

maybe it's me that used to be "sayang" by my dears and dars,
any unhappy things, we'll talk out openly... and we accept it...
maybe at first will have some hard feeling, but finally, will be okay...

I think, it's hard to find other ppl that knows me well and can tolerate me well...

Well, i didnt hope for everyone to understand me, but at least, i think,
with you, you and you, i've more than enough understanding friends in my life....

Thanks my dear.... ^^ ...
(i think you three will never read my blog... hahaha... if u read this, pls do reply)

and to my coursemates that read this, i appologize for my misbehave... orz...

It has been quite a long time since my last post....
my current life is killing me... T.T

Not to mention about those crazy tests, reports and busy activities,
the other aspects are driving me crazy too!!!!

i was wondering those "kids" nowadays have any respects towards "elderly" like me...
Even u said tonnes of sorry after u accidentally "bang" him/her, they will give u their "KANASAI" face as their response... WTH!!! adik, tau tak macam ni banyak kurang ajar!!!

and, i really dunno izzit bcos of the effect of went home last weekend, start from this monday i feel that i'm totally not in a good condition for everything... aihzz... mayb i shud stay alone for some period of time.... (boys and gals, better dun kacau me if i seems quite lately... i need to be alone....)

life seems to be so hard when we grew up... i missed those sampat times in high school, busy comparing wif frens who finished her homework 1st, who get a better marks for certain test... although it's comparing, but no hard feelings after that... I am sure that this will never happened in my University life.... It's too realistic here....

It's time to stop blogging and continue to read those notes before i gotta go for meeting tonite... tmr will be a tough day for me......